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  • Stay evergreen

    Stay evergreen

    Our last for the year Cream Bar Circle gathering, was festive of cookies, sweet cacao celebration, with bubbly feelings in the air. Everyone was little tired from the year, but eager to mix few fast home made beauty recipes. The team for the event was green. We wanted to make easy recipes from freshly squeezed aloe vera and add some scrubs and cleansers for seasonal purification. 

    The dark hours in the winter time are suitable for deep salty warming baths and anything that keeps the spirit evergreen. Aloe vera is a perfect moisturizer, perhaps not suiting for winter face cream in the cold weather, but anything cleansing and hydrating is made with the soothing aloe magic.

    I also had some extra French green clay, which we decided to experiment with. I used the French green clay for the making of face mask with French lavender and was instantly in love with this deep cleansing green mixture.

     

    French Green Clay?

    French Green Clay is also known as Green Montmorillonite Clay. It is a soft, mineral-rich clay that is found in and named after Montmorillon, a commune located in western France. French Green Clay was first mined in France (hence its name), but now has been found, and mined, in other clay deposits in the Western US, China, and elsewhere in Europe. French Green Clay is sometimes also called Sea Clay.

    It’s rich in minerals including iron, magnesium, selenium, silicon, phosphorus, calcium, manganese, and copper. French Green Clay is a strong drawing agent; it is excellent at absorbing oil and removing impurities from the skin, and it holds nearly its weight in water. This clay rejuvenates the skin while it exfoliates and helps remove oil, dirt and debris. It promotes glowing skin that looks smoother, softer and healthier.

    French Green Clay is rich in important minerals and is a highly absorbent clay that can be used in facials, body wraps, soaps, deodorizing body/foot powders. French Green Clay can also be used in the formulation of hair pastes and other hair care products that help to naturally cleanse the hair and scalp. As a highly absorbent clay, it is not recommended for use in skin care products intended for frequent use by those with dry or sensitive skin/hair.

    French green clay has been reported to:

    • Absorb oil/remove impurities
    • Smooth skin
    • Deliver nourishing minerals to skin
    • Increase circulation
    • Tighten pores
    • Calm skin inflammation
    My clay mask supporting test bunny

    Green Days

    In the making of body scrub recipe with French Green Clay we decided to use Dead Sea salt. Denitsa had to crush the salt with the molter until finer. For me, the Dead Sea salt has extreme warming active effect and is not particularly suiting for my sensitive skin. This effect is less dramatic, when the scrub is applied with bath glove or sponge under shower and massaged gently. I would still recommend to use finer salts, such as pink or Icelandic flakes salt.

    We also swapped the Camellia Oil with Jojoba Oil. I would recommend if exchanged, the oil should be with about 85% fatty acid oil composition. The matcha tea added wonderful texture greenness to the mix and made perfect sense as it has wonderful skin properties on its own. Matcha is an excellent ingredient for the skin as well. Matcha is anti bacterial and contains incredibly high levels of epigallocatechin gallate (EGCG), which is helpful in reducing inflammation and to even skin tone. The antioxidants are also known for reducing acne and increasing skin elasticity.

    • Matcha is rich in chlorophyll which is a natural detoxifier and helps to remove toxins from your skin and body.
    • Matcha contains high levels of catechins, which are a potent antioxidant and help to fight the processes that cause free radicals and prevent poor health.
    • Matcha helps to absorb and prevent excess oil and sebum on your skin, which can help to reduce the appearance of acne and blackheads.
    • Matcha naturally produces energising properties, which helps to stimulate skin cells and blood flow to help reduce the effects of ageing.
    • Matcha contains more antioxidants than dark chocolate, spinach and fruits like acai combined.
    • Matcha contains a number of important nutrients, including iron, protein, potassium, calcium and vitamin C.
    • Matcha contains L-Theanine, an amino acid that supports relaxed and smooth skin.
    • Matcha contains anti-inflammatory properties to help reduce the appearance of skin conditions and support radiant skin.
    Feeling like a mermaid

    Green Tea & Salt Body Scrub

    This recipe uses Palmarosa and Peppermint essential oils. We decided to go for the same Essential Oil combination, which gave extra refreshing note to the aroma. Both oils are known for their headache pain relieving properties.

    Makes one 8-ounce (240 ml) jar.

    Ingredients:
    3/4 cup (210 grams) small grain sea salt
    3 ounces (90 ml) camellia oil
    1 tablespoon (15 grams) French green clay
    1 tablespoon (15 grams) matcha green tea powder
    1/4 teaspoon (1.25 ml) palmarosa essential oil
    1/8 teaspoon (0.65 ml) peppermint essential oil

    Directions:
    Combine dry ingredients in mixing bowl and stir well. Break up any lumps in the salt or powders. Blend camellia oil with essential oils in a small container, then add to dry ingredients. The texture of the scrub can be adjusted by adding all, or only a portion of the liquid phase to the dry. Mix ingredients well and transfer to jar (or use immediately).

    I store my jar tightly closed in the bathroom. There are no ingredients that can mold easily, unless much of water is added, while used. The scrub leaves my skin deeply purified and has wonderful calming and toning effect. My fair skin, does not like salt scrubs very much, so I massage it gently and avoid all the sensitive skin areas of my body.

    Home made and yummy

    French Green Clay Deodorant

    Lavender Bergamot Deodorant Recipe
    © Rebecca Dawn Dillon

    It is interesting that, French green clay obtains its light green color from naturally occurring iron oxide and decomposed plant material – the same life cycle that the earth uses to regenerate herself. In turn, its soft texture and elemental composition lends itself well to a variety of skin care preparations.

    Ingredients:
    6 oz. arrowroot powder
    3 oz. magnesium hydroxide
    1 oz. French green clay
    2 oz. cocoa butter
    2 oz. baobab oil
    0.5 oz. 100% neem oil
    0.5 oz. refined shea butter
    1/2 teaspoon beeswax pastilles
    0.1 oz. lavender essential oil
    0.05 oz. bergamot essential oil

    Instructions:
    To make my lavender bergamot deodorant recipe with French green clay, begin by weighing out the cocoa butter and shea butter into a large glass Pyrex measuring cup or glass bowl. (It’s important to note that refined shea butter has a higher melting point than unrefined shea butter. Therefore substitutions may cause variations in the recipe.)

    Next, measure out a level teaspoon of the beeswax pastilles and add it to your container. Melt these ingredients on a double boiler. Once melted, weigh out the baobab oil and neem oil. Stir these oils into the melted butters and wax. (If needed, you can gently heat the deodorant mixture again then mix well to combine.) I used substituted the oils with infused oils, which I have made some months ago. I used chamomile coconut oil and rice bran rose petal oils. It is possible to replace the baobab and neem oil, with any carrier oil, preferably with dryer kind of oils such as hemp or jojoba oil. But the nice effect of neem oil is in its antibacterial properties.

    While the lavender bergamot deodorant mixture is still hot, weigh out and stir in the arrowroot powder, French green clay and magnesium hydroxide. Mix well to combine. I did not have magnesium in powder form, so I used magnesium oil instead. If this is the case, it is advisable to see the consistency of the mixture and add little extra arrowroot powder. I do not recommend to use the oil, but to find if possible the magnesium hydroxide powder.

    Then follow with the essential oils, weighing out the amounts first, then stir them into the deodorant mixture until thoroughly incorporated. Finally, pour your lavender bergamot deodorant into your desired containers of choice. My mixture turned little softer, but the result is perfect. I can do my yoga class and still be fresh whole day after. I store my deodorant in small travel jar and have bigger jar in my bathroom shelf. Avoid using with wet fingers, apply small dose under each armpit and wash hands after. Unless you find biodegradable paperboard jars or design your own eco-friendly package.

    Perfect protection, feels gentle and you will never want to use normal store deodorant again

    French Green Clay Mask

    Recipe by Bubmblebee Apothecary

    Ingredients:
    6 tbsp aloe vera gel
    6 tbsp French green clay
    6 tbsp white kaolin clay
    1 tsp lavender flowers
    1 tsp powdered St. John’s Wort
    12 drops lavender essential oil
    12 drops natural preservative (optional; use if you’re going to store mask at room temperature for more than a day or so)

    Instructions:
    Measure clays and aloe vera and mix together thoroughly. Add powdered herbs, essential oil, and preservative, if using. Mix well. Use immediately, or store in glass jar with lid for later use. I prefer storing mine in the refrigerator, so it lasts longer and it has less chance of developing germs.

    I find this French green clay mask, to have deep cleansing after effect on my skin. It leaves the skin circulation deeply restored, rosy and fresh. It is little too drying for my skin complexion, so I don’t apply it more than once a month.

    The best way to use is by covering thick layer over the face and neck area, avoiding the eyes. After about 15 minutes I wash it off by gently massaging the lavender bugs with the help of little warm water. It is good to apply rich face cream afterwords.

    Green Clay face mask, available upon request by Onca

    Are you fresh and clean and living in a forest dream? The symbolism of the Christmas tree is about youthfulness. To remain forever young, no matter how dark it gets around. The fountain of youth was depicted in many ancient cultures in the form of a fountain of course, but also a tree and also pine cone. Why pine cone? Firstly it comes from the evergreen trees, it carries the sacred golden ratio geometry and it has deep meanings in esoteric teachings. This teachings are connected to the cosmic theology and the human body. The pineal gland is the ultimate awakened lotus, which when once opened “inside us” brings enlightening awareness, which in its turn creates symbolic “eternal sunshine”. We are then living our full potential as cosmic beings.

    “We all have a ‘pineal gland’ located near the ‘centre’ of our brains. Pine cone shaped (hence its name), the pineal gland was once considered a ‘vestigial remnant’ of a larger organ – the Third Eye. The pineal gland is the only midline brain structure that is unpaired (azygous), tucked in a groove where the two halves of the thalamus join. Sitting thus precisely between the two hemispheres (behind the ‘third’ ventricle) it personifies the abstracts occult concept that we find our centre by balancing duality. Rene Descartes believed that the pineal gland to be the ‘principal seat of the soul’ and viewed it as the Third Eye. Descartes attached significance to the gland because he believed it to be the only section of the brain to exist as a single part rather than one-half of a pair.”
    ~Richard Cassaro

    Well, after you try this home made remedies, your skin, body and mind, would never think of ready commercial cosmetic shopping. There is pleasure, curiosity and realization in the process of creating your own hygiene compounds. Once taken this path brings to you to minimization of toxicity in life. More over it awakes new living needs and habits, which eventually lead to greener life. The life that we all, who are concerned of our green footprint want to participate in.

    This changes are slow, but easy to make and the ingredients, which I use are not difficult to find. I feel pampered and grateful to the people who wrote this recipes. It will take some time to contribute with my own creative recipes, but for now I enjoy sharing our experience, from trial and error. I also feel that last year was important new chapter in my life with the beginning of my own ONCA Ritual Offerings. Please like, share and enjoy.

    Resources:
    https://zengreentea.com.au/matcha-helps-skin/
    https://www.naturalbeautyworkshop.com/my_weblog/2018/11/green-tea-palmarosa-salt-scrub.html
    https://www.nutritionalaesthetics.com/secrets-of-french-green-clay/
    https://www.naturalbeautyworkshop.com/my_weblog/2007/12/french-green-cl.html
    https://books.google.bg/books?id=g_WADwAAQBAJ&pg=PT2&lpg=PT2&dq=history+use+of+clays+in+beauty&source=bl&ots=9Lym-BbIhV&sig=ACfU3U1xKXzV6zBTYg6RE79pSLzOTiPEkw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwis9ciYm-rmAhVI_CoKHUF7BowQ6AEwE3oECAoQAQ#v=onepage&q=history%20use%20of%20clays%20in%20beauty&f=false

     

  • Zodiacal Tea Time

    Zodiacal Tea Time

    Taken from the Kelly Surtees astrology page, who I admire. This list makes perfect addition to the winter time. I wanted to share this with you, even it is not original post. Tea, book and night sky observation come hand in hand for me.

    Take note of the teas suggested for your Moon sign and Ascendant sign as well as your Sun sign. Some say it’s the Moon’s sign that matters most when dealing with astrology and the body.

    Aries rules the head, face, sinuses, blood, and the muscular system.
    Best teas: ginger, ginkgo biloba, and licorice.
    Health Tip: Aries avoid caffeine.

    Taurus rules the neck, throat, and voice.
    Best teas: slippery elm (bark), valerian, fenugreek, and licorice.
    Health Tip: cut down on sugar and fats where possible.

    Gemini rules the shoulders, arms, and hands as well as the lungs (breathing).
    Best teas: nettle, echinacea, lavender, and calendula.
    Health Tip: Gemini benefits from good breathing practice, making yoga, pilates, meditation and mindful breathing excellent.

    Cancer rules the belly, breasts, uterus, and digestion generally.
    Best teas: peppermint, chamomile, raspberry leaf, and dandelion.
    Health Tip: Feeling good helps Cancers make healthy food choices.

    Leo rules the spine, chest, heart — the cardiac system.
    Best teas: dandelion, chamomile, valerian, nettle, and fennel.
    Health Tip: Regular cardio keeps the heart happy.

    Virgo rules the intestines and abdomen as well as the process of absorbing nutrients, minerals and vitamins from food.
    Best teas: fennel, lavender, slippery elm, fenugreek, and peppermint.
    Health Tip: Virgo symbolizes purity and food in the simplest form agrees best with Virgos.

    Libra rules the kidneys, bladder, ovaries, and the endocrine system.
    Best teas: ginseng, juniper, rosehip, licorice, and dandelion.
    Health Tip: Staying hydrated with clean, fresh water is important for Libras.

    Scorpio rules the bowels, genitals, and organs of elimination.
    Best teas: dong quai, ginseng, raspberry leaf, valerian, fenugreek, and nettle.
    Health Tip: Scorpios should cut back salt wherever possible.

    Sagittarius rules the thighs, hips, and buttocks plus the sciatic nerve.
    Best teas: dandelion, fresh lemon, and red clover.
    Health Tip: Sagittarius benefit from keeping the legs active.

    Capricorn rules the skin, teeth, hair, nails, and bones — the entire skeletal system.
    Best teas: chamomile, fenugreek, elderflower or elderberry.
    Health Tip: Calcium is important to help Capricorns maintain strong bones.

    Aquarius rules the ankles, calves, nerve impulses, and the circulatory system.
    Best teas: nettle, elderflower or elderberry, fresh garlic, yarrow, and echinacea.
    Health Tip: Aquarians should avoid over stimulation.

    Pisces rules the feet, toes, and the immune and lymphatic systems.
    Best teas: echinacea, yarrow, nettle, rosehip, peppermint, and chamomile.
    Health Tip: Pisces are happiest when their feet are well taken care of.

    Have a jolly tea time!

    More on the topic, could be found in here:
    http://humanityhealing.net/2012/08/esoteric-astrology-use-herbs/

  • Setting my program on “not famous and still alive”

    Setting my program on “not famous and still alive”

    My tribe recently lost young female in ayahuasca ceremony. The Peruvian shaman must have been fake… I tried to explain to her family over the phone, what dmt is and that not all shamans are careless dopers…. but it was too late.

    Education, experience, sometimes not enough to understand… well not all people are ready to open their eyes for the world… everything goes fast. What do we even know about medicin and shamans? Or yoga? Listen to your inner voice… my dear friend said.

    We just want that it works and hope it does less damage. Once we see “the other side”, we think we got powers, and yet we stuck in the same reality mud. “No one can get out of here alive…”. At the same time the society we are living in likes those who are fake and praises the death on opiates, but even when it seems to be tribal, or family oriented, it is more of a gazliting kind of a tribe, rather than serving from the source of truth. Perhaps by praising the ones dramatically death, we ignite long lost connection with the spirit… which tells us, how far we exist from the center of our true self. Perhaps the beauty is in the vulnerable act of letting life happen to you, rather than push it and be strong and alone somewhere plugin your motor in service of solitude. Hard mix.

    Our current issues are devaluation of the health and simple care of the whole of our humanity. As long as we separate body from mind, family from the whole, we will not be able to combine our resources and treat this disease of dissecting the human as we should. All matters of why we ended being at this situation are intertwined. It is time to discuss all this matters and not pretend how cool is to post about dead famous people, without digging into the misery they most likely felt while dying. There is no glamour in being famous and dead… The irony here has repeated since the times of Van Gogh, his sliced ear creates the classical image of suffering genius, whose souls was locked in mental box and yet expressed by the most tender of colors. We can observe the fresh tree blooms, translucent light impregnating sound of innocence he painted, and yet we cannot heal the artist from the isolation. This the juxtaposition of suffering child sight, through which the nature innocence was eternally preserved from decay.

    Did he had to suffer in order to be great artist? In a way yes and no. Unfortunately the common death in your vomit was almost a symbolism of the most cherished “Club 27” rock-stars. Rock-star hitting the rock bottom kinda goes hand in hand for the symbolism of some true rock’n’roll. This of course changed with the way music sold its soul not for the devil, but to the dollar bill. And this is socially excepted. Artists can flourish and be famous bling-bling instagarmmers, with or without musical talent. Nowadays, we count what is seen to be the truth of the stardom. In reality, what we don’t see, is much more and highly valued. Because as we know, what we first with the eyes, but we eventually we have to see with the heart. The front is like art deco front yard on Miami beach 1999. All pink, peach and white. While behind the scenes, rats are walking over breaking bad leg. We are alone while we type here on the face of the book and slurp on the medicine to feel better. Facebook is the cocktail enterprise that masturbates us entertainment to sleep. Its goo to be back umph. I want o rejoice before vomit.

    How do we loose ourselves and how to reconnect and find our way back home… to our “sleeping tiger”. To awake our breathing dragon we first need to recognize the trauma, which prevents us to be fully functioning being. Every each of us was born with one or more trauma. Over life time we are suppose to adapt and grow out of this trauma. Trauma is a base of all this negligence of ourselves, addictions, loneliness and isolation. The western capitalistic way of existence deepen this traumas, or if I may call them cracks. If one is able to regenerate and fill up the disconnection-crack with meaning, faith… then we have gold in the crack as the Japanese Kintsugi pottery makers did. Unfortunately most of us, don’t have the time for self discovery or have too much time on their hands, to play victim, to play with medication, alcohol and desperate slow suicide games. Most of us have been trapped years in emotional turmoils, which prevent the spirit to run free in joy. We are bond to material or other desires, from which we slurp happy teas, but if someone removes our joys, our fancy homes, cars or toys, we will be naked children crying out loud.

    There is Chiron child inside all of us, which has been reborn in the sign of Aries, where he currently transits. Chiron is changing signs in different periods of time. All this periods are not systematic in a way, which means that Chiron reside in some signs longer than in others passes through rather fast. The Aries lamb is ready to burst new life from all this old sorrows. Reborn from the internal piscean ocean, now each of us has to incorporate the meaning of self service in the name of our own true believe. No more social, family, racial or other external believes will be valued. Rich, poor, female, male, we all have to develop and stand for the believe we have with a strong sword. It is not sword to kill. It is sword of honor. Our own spine cord to hold. The emotional Pisces dream is now transforming us as individuals. Can we create from a place of vulnerable open wound, while spreading tender emotion, without burning all behind. Can we be emotional, sensual human beings, who help and care one another, without enslaving our own believes, without corrupting our reality with someone else projections? It seems that we are awaking from this dream collectively and girls can get angry and be loved and boy can cry and be loved too.

    Can we also stop being liking and start being real. We cannot like and love all, we cannot be all the time just having pleasure and escape all the pain. Pain makes the colors of the paint, which glow in the dark. If we could channel the pain and channel it creatively, this is what makes our world better place. That is why art is so important and saves lives. Not the career of the artist, not the success an artist achieves. Why? Because we all know how tragically the king of Rock-Elvis and the King of Pop Michel their life met the end. Because they needed that validation from the outside, or they lost connection with themselves, or they were consumed by the system… It is a sad story to pressure artist for an outcome. To stop creating from the heart and to start producing, trying to fulfill someones outside needs. But the things you don’t see on social media, the ritual of artist’s work, the feelings he has… while creating… the emotions and dreams he aspire before an idea arises. This are the moments we have to understand are invisible and shy from the other eyes. We should not control this moments, instead let the creativity brewing through the inner wounds, where magic happens. Magic happens before this point of expression. And no one should see this magic, otherwise he interfere with the quantum physic motion of the atom.

    And that is why psychotropic plants work, because even if we have expectations, even if we try to control, after we consume them, we do not know what will happen. They inspire the unknown, they pull parts within us which were hidden. They heal us. If someone sells bad medicine, if someone pretends to be a healer and kills out of negligence… he will have to pay heavy payment. But let us not prevent the possibility for medical plants to become popularized way of healing addictions and trauma. They have serve the human race since ancient days. We have lost touch with the plant kingdom. We have to reconnect. There are no bad trips, there are people and their conditions. There are true shamans and healers and there are charlatans. I do believe the psychotropic plants are the fastest way to reconnect with our truth. But I don’t want to advertise them. On the contrary, I believe that humble work, discipline, sharing, loving, meditating, nature and care and faith, are the best way to heal an open wounded heart.

  • The Moon rape

    The Moon rape

    The Moon was a space alien invader… emerging from her cadaver cadet, she was the Scarface who wanted to remind the Earth each time of her rape. Just as the Sun gave us light and photosynthesis, so did creatures survived below the ocean bottoms, where no light or oxygen can survive. Too much light could kill us and so the Moon became the curtains, sunglasses that protect us from getting blind. The Moon reminds, too much of that loving bright light, could bring certain disabilities… like positive thinking and toasted barbies on rodeo ride.

    Whenever awaken in the dark with her mirror reflecting my face through the night, I would stumble on my smoking balcony, hiding behind the white ash rose bush, thinking of incest, open heart surgeries and bitter cocktails. Her loony Scarface was yelling at me “Rape. Rape. Rape”. And I had to wear leather pants and snakeskin boots to feel like Kali going to buy ciggies around the corner kiosk, but ended gulping whiskey in the new bar sidewalk and dancing shirtless in circles like wild tailless pony.

    The Moonlight drive was her song, enjoying night dip in the ocean of deep submissive thoughts. But there was no ocean, or there is no ocean without hidden creatures, without poisonous snakes and hungry babies. Her scar-face was pain and her only friend was the Earth’s body. She would follow her neighbour, like a maniac on deludes, Xanax, barbiturates, opium teas, pointing stained silver revolver, waving fed ex asking for marriage she never had… and was somehow stalking at plan. The Earth had no choice, her body was almost depended on this oceanic orgasmus waving. Maybe she could get rid of her one day and have more time dancing naked alone. Undisturbed, without anyone pulling her rhythmic water plated skirts.

    What would happen if our Scarface committed suicide? There will be no more tides and rapid ecliptic changes. There will be no more Sun-Moon meetings and cross road dances. The human race might not make it and aliens would enjoy the scene, planting new trees? Time, space and matter will change on Earth. She maybe happier in solitude, but what kind of life is there without suicide dreams and dancing naked drunk?

    Little Goodnight Sound by @nuuttikataja