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  • Two Crowns and one Queen

    Who wore it best?

    After squaring the serious Saturn, Venus aproached elegantly her daddy Uranus, for an ultimate spring reunion. In the ram sign, she was blowing steam and swiping corners of neglected stamina webs. In her rulling feminine Taurus home, she is ready to glam up, put on extra gloss, strike some feathers, blowing sensual flowery aromas, asking for sexy belly dance, while golden kissing the dark clouds. In general this time, would mark the beginning of amourous spring season, with much need for indulgence on sweet drinks, carneval dances, aluring fruity ambrosias and sugary breads. This is no ordinary Uranus greet, after Venus had emerged in her shell from the thick watery Piscean depths, charged with electro drama. Is this good or bad? It all depence on how do we react upon it. Better not to embrace, neighter to push away.

    With the start of this year, most planets were already crowding the Goat yard, where the trio Pluto, Saturn and Jupiter observed our distant Earth Home, through micro-macro scopic glass tube. Their projection combusts rather intense theatrical dilemas, involving alien darkland slow lurcking fears of Pluto, spiced by Saturnian restrictive, austerian, judgmental and depressive notes. This chemicals varpour like invisible contaminated cloud, farths from the Jupiterian ideological, dogmatical, prophetic streams of self recreational dreams. The Goat gates have been opened with red carpet covering the entering of a new VIP area, where our soul searching patches futuristic dream of unity. Purity non-alcoholic drinks, inspired by sober morals and positive Earth binded inventions, have been served at the VIP lounge. The Guru Lord Jupiter, currently residing his least favorite space club, is in no party mood. He is getting ready with the Lord of the Rings to cross the red carpet, into the Aquarian realms later in May. Binded in dramatic dance, through wich contracting and expanding waves will emerge around us, with few retrograde steps to follow. Energies of restrain and fear, would hopefully rebel into revolution of our spieces and expansion of our communial exchanges and responsibilities.

    DJ Uranus now forwarding in the sign of Taurus has been playing wild disco rythms for the dancing crowds. What kind of disco is this? 2020 Disco, where girls wear green lips and boys break beat filter on their tv-phone screens. No one is really moving, just as on Terri Gilliam film screen. Something crazy is forming, where the Blue Giant is boosting with electronic sound, perfect time to make art, while emerging from half sleepy winter state. The artist is the creator of his own reality.

    Mars had just entered the Goat party, bringing steady Bum-Bum to the ground. Mars likes to ignite with big woofing bass, driving the energies high and steady to the max. Mercury is already ending its first retrograde rivisit to the sign of Aquarius, creating MaD MaX memories of futuristic machines, digital hopes, twisting dream days with rollercoasting mind-rides back into the future, like weird dejavu way. This back bend is initiative for getting all the Goat club clapping together. Unfortunately Mercury in Pisces only good for deep mind diving and dancing on lsd, untill the Virgo full super moon light shined a dico ball of realizatios into this trippy dark club.

    In Aquarius we wire mental awareness with humanistic unity cables, which connect emotion with progressive reasoning. Here, we channel higher frequencies, transmitting outstanding new ideas, sometimes unexplored, foreign and absurd. The plasma pouring Prometheus is the one who connects knowledge and craft with higher realm mind switch. Had we forgotten something? Last few weeks Mercury was passing through the murky fish water tank, exploring the areas of time, where “me” was dissolved into “we”. From the non-formal, lost shapes and forms emerged new reality creations, hanging like butterfly wings on naked gallery wall. The Trickster played all radio chanells mixed together. Some of us dreamed, created, imagined, others bluffed and worried, third made profit from miss communication, gas masks, while developing ways to put all stollen ideas into another fokus-pokus game.

    What happened? Mercury brought us back into dark subconscious space, where no one can hear the scream of the butterflies. Or some people would hear the Earth screem and panic. Some got scared, some wanted just to sleep. With the Sun in Pisces and Neptune charging forward motion, the motorics of the dream, submerged into divine infinity of united viral melody. New virus born from the depths of the Earth’s mother vulva, fed on bat milk with crown shaped head. A new cycle begun with the new year, last ignited by the eclipse points on the night, when the Sun had stopped moving forward. This eclipsing ignition, materialized dark light, the kind, which we fear. Since childhood we fear the unknown, we know to praise the Pan’s flute, but also fear the void of his forest kingdom. Our subconscious colelctivly created monster, mutated by the frying G5 beam gun. The spread of desiese is alwas just a symbolical resonance of something out of balance.

    Saturnalia, paper collage made on 03.02.2016

    First we ignited Earth’s powerful fires killing forests and animals, self-sacrificing for Pan and her rejuvenation. Then from the caves dark viral dreams expanded into the Corona pandemic. From the caves? The Earth’s vulva. In esoterical tradition the bat represents our ancestors, our kadaver flying machines with primordial origin. From the caves we came.

    The Fallen Crown

    The crown of the stars:
    Looke! how the crowne which Ariadne wore
    Upon her yvory forehead, . . .
    Being now placed in the firmament,
    Through the bright heavens doth her beams display,
    And is unto the starres an ornament,
    Which round about her move in order excellent.
    — Spenser’s Faerie Queen.

    Mother Earth has blistened our sad songs, bad popular electro sounds, feeding on ghostly divisions. She cares for her children, but sometimes she cries and from her apocaliptic tears, civilizations drown. Besides that it holds name of cuban cigar brand, mexican beer and the thorns worn by Christ, “Corona” the crown, has been for long crowing our mythological scripts and the dark night skies.

    corona (n.)
    1650s, “a crown,” from Latin corona “a crown, a garland,” in ancient Rome especially “a crown or garland bestowed for distinguished military service,” from suffixed form of PIE root *sker- (2) “to turn, bend.”

    With many extended senses in botany, anatomy, etc. A coronavirus (by 1969) is so called for the spikes that protrude from its membranes and resemble the tines of a crown or the corona of the sun. The two “crown” constellations, Corona Borealis (according to fable, the crown of Ariadne) and Corona Australis, are both Ptolemaic. Astronomical sense of “luminous circle observed around the sun during total eclipses” is from 1809.

    There is nothing to be feared in the dark, as long as we don’t give it a meaning. Since ages we were affraid of the magical sourcerers, the secret powerful societies, the unknown, the beast, the things which we cannot see. As long as we trust the dark, we will start seeing through it. No one taught us in school how to brew herbal potions and heal our emotions with nature and art practices. Witchcraft was suppose to be dangerous, but eventually is the art of understanding the and using the natural sources and living in tune with spirit. To be the “seer”, one had to let go and fall into the dark. The dark, was the “death” or “loosing” all. Letting go, was actually gaining immunity, having the powerful feeling of faith. The winter is the time to ignite the inner “evergreen tree lamp” inside us and shine bright, with eyes towards the stars. We would have see humbly the power of the universe, feeling safe in between all unknown and what we cannot control. We would simply give our praise to the nature of life, letting destiny evolve magically, mysteriously around us. But the negative of Saturn could restrain this, creating need of control and fear of not having enough. Now we wait for salary, award, achievement of sort, so we can be content of who we are. What is our life worth? A new day sunrise, a smile, clean water.

    Vassilissa In The Forest by Ivan Bilibin

    The decline of sourcery was depicted in the southern crown, which had fallen next to the Archer’s feet in the southern hemasphere. Was this the Saggitarian archer crown or the “Wheel of Ixion”? Many tales have been written of this wreath. Symbolically the Corona Australis, emobies the sins of dissipated man. This Corona was also connected to the “Solomon’s Diadem”, seen as a turtle and have been written to symbolise the Crown, which Bacchus placed for his mother in the eternal skies.

    The northen crown Corona Borealis had more prominent place in the Greek mythologies. Named after Ariadne, who married Bacchus, the crown became the Ariadne’s Tiar. Known also to be “the shining one”, the Shawnee Indians called her “fairiest one from the Celestial Sisters”, who married the White Hawk- Arcturus. The Corona Borealis was also known to be the golden one, Crown of Thorns placed on Jesus’es head.

    Two crowns and many stories. Who wore them? The northern Liberia Crown, situated at 20-29 ° Libra, is connected to the most holliest of Jewish celebrations, happening as the day of the Atoinment. The Crown was once belonging to Venus, but after Liber Bacchus married to Ariadne and she became Libera, who is depicted by the statue of Liberty. The Liberty holding the fire of knowledge is the Librarian, who has to make the judgement based on evaluation of the scales. Extending her wings on the Vernal Equinox axis, where the Sun would enter the Via Combusta judgment tunnel, vishiously appointed by the Scorpio poison tail. This are the darkest degrees of soul transformation, located between the last Libra degrees and the first decan of the scorpion’s tail. There resides the cluster of stars known as Akumen or Aculeus. The Akkadians called Scorpio, Girtab, the “Seizer”, or “Stinger”, and the Place where One Bows Down. Those stars have been known in mythology as the “blind stars”. The story of course, is the one of life in rebirth, exellerated through the scorpionic channel, which springs out as Saggitarius arrow, shooted towards the Galactic Center. Eventually this awakens the fetus soul crumb crying on the winter sostice Christ-mass day, which marks the time of initiation, begining travel towards self realizing unity with the all seeing life forces.

    Upcomming solar eclipse 5th of July 2020, 4:44 UT

    Do the North Crown and South Crown, appoint the process of rebirth and the opposites? As our lady Liberty symbolises freedom, liberation, but also oppression and tyrany, there are always two channels and two opposite meanings in our dual existing reality. So the crown presents both liberty and slavery. Which shall it be? What are we dialing for? Is it possible to have only one side of the coin?

    All dials are cyclical responses. Ressurection follows after tyranical existence. Every rulership has its end. To wear a crown, can never be one sided experience. Royality requires numerous of heavy responsibilities, while being basically a “slave” for your nation. With the changes in the current family tites and string attachments of the Brittish crown, we have seen resently much of changes in the Crown’s backyard. Also the separation of the Crown responsibilites to her main land of Europa, we can already see this opposites at play. The back door coup stories of the Saudi royal family and other scandals evolving around royal symbolism. There will be changes and exchanges of crowns. Also the different political ideologies are part of the same crown, simply as a symbol of rulership. The crown destiniy of USA has been major discussion ever since its power was posessed by NY millioner with bad hair do and orange face. China’s mass producing to fullfill the capitalist client’s needs, becoming one of the richest powers, while holding on communist ideologies is a great sample of duality. We have been calmly witnessing contradictionary acts, while exhausting our hosting Star. Are we the Gods or parasitical slave structures, serving the pyramid tops, while ignoring the base. Do we care for the Crown, or are trying to free us from it? Is human like the animal, like the bee?

    With the contamination of our minds through precious crystal empowered smart-phones, which are coordinated by highly destrcutvie to molecular body G5 anthenas, we have submited into full time monitored and magnetically controlled system. Our spieces dependable on air, water and food have polutted its own resourses out of the greed of this political system idologies. We have subconsciously and consciously came to an end point of resourse. The Planets have naturally apointed time for structural change. This does not mean end of the party. It means, change of authority, retribution of power, recharging instead big cooperations power into small communities, also change of slave mind into courage and faith in time of hardships and austerity.

    Our possibilities divided simply by two Aquarian age metharmophoses. One is contamination of the blood stream, self-poisoning with medicaments, polluting our minds of vast media garbage thought and eventualy extinction portion of the human inhabitat, which ends in various of possible outcomes. This is kind of logical appocalypse, without the need of fire and water flooding dramas. But the flood perhaps was just a symbol of too much ignorance. Starting with the southern Corona above Australia as the burning bush fires, to continue as the Corona virus spread, this obvious dramas are self fullfilled proficy. Unable to control our birth rate. Unable to fit our needs into sensible parameters, we have been exposed to a new situations, where we have to prepare. How to rewind this is a very difficult process, which requres humanity not only to be able to look in the mirror of reconciliation beginning the self work on habits. Belifs are deeply implemented habits. Freedom means, to loose all belives and be able to remain liberated from all the does not trully belong to our being. What is worth living, if we have fallen into ignorance? Our liberation will effect the inslavement. It is called convinience. Are we ready to let go of our convinience trap asks Uranus? Can we start healthy habit work outs? Can we begin the day with rituals, which enchance our experience and nourish our existence, without distroying the surrounding? How can we implement this into our modern lives?

    Cros & Crown

    The story relating to Corona Borealis tells how Daedalus built a labyrinth, an elaborate maze-like construction, to house the Minotaur, a creature that was half man and half bull. Here it devoured the seven youths and seven maidens which were sent to it from Athens in tribute to king Minos of Crete who had conquered Athens. The tribute for the Minotaur was to be chosen by lot (sortis). When the third repetition of the nine-year tribute came around, Theseus inserted himself as one of the youths in the line-up. He got from Ariadne, daughter of Minos, who had fallen in love with him, the famous thread that enabled him to retrace his steps back through the Labyrinth. The jewels of the crown were of such lustre that the crown allowed Theseus to navigate through the darkness of the Labyrinth as he sought out the Minotaur. He slew the Minotaur, then, following the string or thread, he left the maze, unchained the young Athenians, and taking Ariadne whom he had promised to marry, along with him, they sailed off from Crete to Naxos. There Theseus deserted her as she lay sleeping. Ariadne was essentially marooned on an island, a castaway, while Theseus in his ship sailed off without her.

    Ariadne by John William Waterhouse 1898

    “the wise woman would trace her finger through the labyrinth, back and forth, whilst humming a particular tune, until she reached an altered state.”

    In order for us to use the Uranus and Venus bondings for good recreational magic, we have to enter a zone of comfort which we build surrounding us, by using our own crown. We have to embrace the idea that all, which is not ours is actually part of us, because we have this magical crown we carry with strong light emiting from our “crown chakra“. Uranus needs that inclusivity of all, while in Taurus the sign of “my value, my possetions” it should translate into value becomming one. What is the common value? Our land and its resourses we share. Can you leave your city home and walk down the street or drive your car embracing all material and non material existence? Yes, when you live authenticly you can. Authenticly, but also beutifully connected to the core of all, which inspires love and joy. Because naturally the city life creates the opposite effect, which eventually separates and destroys nature. We need more trees planted in the cities.

    Connect to your Crown Chakra, visualizing purple protective umbrella shield around you

    This could be reflected through technology, which serves the creation of cleaner food in respect to nature. Uranus and Venus are opening the door of new physical experiences, which connects us to Earthy matters in mutually revolutional ways. Our experience in connection with the whole and the one, inspires new self realization of what is good, healthy and convinient delight mode to survive. How to sustain ecologically reasonable way of living, while keeping estetically pleasing and sattisfying life, within the moral ethics of our current conditions. This does not mean buy all the crystals, tree resins, make almond milk and eat soya. This is not neccessary healthy, neighter sustainable choice, what comes to ecology. One should be able to see all the contradictions and start from somewhere. Simply one bag less of garbage. We cannot expect that people will instantly stop eating at MC Donalds, such a habit change requires awareness or drastic measures by our economical model. We been rediscovering agroculture, fighting for more plant based and home grown forms. The future is maybe in permaculture and back to the country lands. I almost have nostalgia for the days when everything was dirty, smoked and r’n’r.

    Statue of Hygeia, ancient Greek goddess of health

    The Corona effects seem to question our tastes in health. The fact that our health care systems cannot care if such anoutbreak happens, means, we are all very much dependable on self care and of course helping one another. Clearly the pandemic is expressing our humans negligence. As Mercury is leaving his shadow of retrograde, he squares Hygeia in Gemini, creating tension of logic, exposing sore areas of global health care. Some people were influenced by the current Sun ray expressed in slow, dark sensitive sign of Pisces and had taken lower mind visions, wrapped in veils of fear. In times, which are clearly over strengthened by Saturn, this makes complete sense. Saturn projects the need to feel safe, to behave as squirrels would, making slow and steady work on piling resourses for the future. In a positive note, this is clever thinking, meaning one is prepared and more secure. The higher minded fish, projects feelings of being above all and no need to act protective, but rather enjoy the life, while one can. This positive, but slippery thought, could turn easily into ignorance, while obvious treat is inhibiting the dark waters. This shark overview of others being stupid in panicing, could bring feelings of greatness, but is eventually causing separation. Now more than ever we need the balanced concept of the Libran scales, where we can recognize what is fair and serving us better. There will be no drama if the animal knows how to preserve itself.

    The Pan’s flute is testing our courage, while humbly we should be aware of the”great star rulers” mastering our time wheel. Lured into the Labyrinth, we have to find what is grounding us. With so many planets in Earth signs, this should be easy. Are we ready to enter the void? The eclipses and nodal axes had pointed towards self preservation, care for what is emotionally valid for us. This means at times of crises people come together.

    I remember when “the iron curtain” fell, was eleven and much changes occured at the time. The inflation went crazy 300%, banks closed, mom walked with suitcase full of her savings in cash, food coupon system was introduced in the markets, shortages in water, gasoline and electricity kept us mainly in our home areas. How can I forget the long nights of candles, table games, kisses in the staircases, group watching the Planet of the Apes on someones car-acumulator tv. Food was calculated per family and I did witness sick, pregnant and old people struggling to make it for a bread on six o’clock winter queues. Once, we had only one sardini can on our four member family dinner table. Sardini never tasted better. Those times effected my appreciation for food for the rest of my life. I could never throw food really, well until I obviously became use to the full western refrigerator and adapted to the wide choice of food possibilities. The richer western life gave me a good taste of the World. There are many kind of shortages one can experience. For me shortage in imagination and appreciation for what we have, sounds scarry. In a way we have more than enough to be happy and survive. All it takes is just the right state of mental condition. Hygiene in this area is essential, to keep our crystal crown sharp and bright through the dark.

    The poorest pay the price

    Just as we speek spieces of animals dissapear for their precious nails, fur, beaks, fins to become part of our soup. Trees has been cut and precious stones and metals have been raped from the Earth. The times of Pluto-Saturn in Capricorn are very much the wheel opening of new authoriterian understandings. The invisible Lord of the Under-World, who gates what is beyond our knowledge and the Graeme Reaper, who is the last visible planet on the ancient skies, are guarding the realm of our Solar dimention. They have been nagotiating the bone structures of our new age pyramids. The reality bend we create now for the future, is calculated under the rythm of the pendulium clock work between Saturn and Jupiter. Ever contracting and expanding forms of breath into matter. From this form new authoriterian crown has been welded with the heavy Mars hand. New royal rules, will apply, after Jupiter frees himself from this cage. In the land of the Air sign, the community should break the doors of ignorance and recreate those laws, which don’t serve us good.

    Freedom or Death? In the house of Maya both resides as far land under the rainbow. What matters now is how we make it till the eclipse in June, when the planetary alligment brings new insights and finnishes the cycle of the lunar nodes in the cardinal Capricorn-Cancer axes. Here we supposivly experienced the need of balance between work and our needs. We found way to express our emotional nurturing soul, while applying it through restructuring work of ethics, changing jobs, experiencing new ways of friendships and community-family-tribe based exchanges. Living more suistaining, carying life on daily bases, which enchances our self love and distributes healthy relations. The axis of death and rebirth regenerated a new cycle of soul reincarnations. With the upcomming Gemini-Saggitarius dial, the Lunar Nodes clock will stir up mental and relligiously-philosophical riddles. How much do we spong up information, how we reflect on it and what are the synthesis of the information taken. Gemini is the curious child who wants to learn, but has hard time to separate. The child needs to have fun, playing with ideas, but Saggitarius is the globalist of truth perception, combining theosophical and other bubble gums of multicoloured linguistic expressionism. This duality will shake our belief system, questioning our mental abilites in meditative neutral need for discrimination, while expanding our horizons beyond what we think we already have learned. Are we able to play together?


  • The dream of the electric pig

    This story is continuation from Terra Divina, which was mainly written in the beginning of 2019. Imagine Christmas without millions of pigs slaughtered. Imagine the kids at school planting trees, cleaning the grounds, studying Astrology and learning about indigenous cultures. Imagine of Putin and Trump realizing the potential of merging the World with their warm words and instead of repeating the same war steps, promoting brotherhood by apologizing to all the people in their countries who have lost children as soldiers in endless wars. Trump removing his troops from the middle East and investing all american weapon money for hunger and medicine support in Africa. I know, sounds like a fairy-tale… but dreaming is how we can reshape matter.

    Digging new principles

    We breed narcissist flowers dufting toxic air. I been laughing at the endless selfie streams on social media with viewers gazing at themselves, not really self examining or truly having meaning in their exposures. No one is recognizing that everyone is their mirror, every dark space holds their imagination and every light, their dreams. Projections of their images is the new way of self approval, kind of power trip, where you only see “me” and measure with others. Once you enter the light, there is only light to be seen. Once photography was considered magical reaction of chemical compounds with minerals. The ignition of the sparkling light, created the image of the given moment. The evolution of photography is like the alchemist mystery of developing gold. Using silver chloride or cyanotype sun process, each method reviled the unseen side of nature. We want to see things with our eyes, so we can relate to. Thanks to internet and mobile revolution, we are now seen simultaneously all around the World. What a magical thing this is! Perhaps very soon we will be teleported physically in any realm using electric waves and psychotropic pills?

    I remember me as a little girl in the dark room with mom waiting for magic to develop images onto paper. I wonder if the kids born this year would ever see photographic paper growing shadows? We have photographed black hole, but we have not realized that you cannot photograph black hole, it is the shadow matter. Just like all that dark matter, which surrounds us. You can photograph your shadow, because there is light, but when all becomes dark, then it won’t be visible for the eye. We live in the age of eye perception, but to enter the Aquarian age, we are required to have developed all other hidden abilities. And it seems that most of us still struggle to define the shadow and they would rather take a snapshot of it and look at it. A black panther feels comfortable in its dark fur. Being aware of her dark side, the panther can use it as a protection and hideaway. The light can make us blind, unless it streams inside us as a pilgrim of the Sun.

    Cranky Goatface

    “Lost am I in light supernal and on that light I turn my back.”
    (Full Moon: January 10, 2020. 19.21 UT.)
    – Capricorn Keynote

    esotericastrologer.org/

    Capricorn is the initiation towards that inner light. Heavily barricaded by the Planetary Gods, this early year 2020 we are on the edge of the Mother Mountain, whos waters spring from underneath, forming the rivers through which we all connect. The rivers end into the ocean, which is the realm of the Crab, ruled by the Moon. All waters connect us. And we have polluted them. At this peak point year, when new decade cycles begin, the lords meet up for final conclusion. What have we dreamed of shall crystallize. The crystallization of our dreams is a result of our global group consciousness. The door opener Pluto meets with the last visible planet of Kronos-Saturn, which marks chronological perspective of evolutionary events which we collectively have “dreamed” upon. The outwardly Pluto acts as a magnifying glass towards the future, connected through the karmic Saturnian past. This handshake will snap a photography shot like a Polaroid and reveal the results within the following months. Have we fallen into materialistic, cold heart ambition for power and selfish motives for success desires, the photo image will expose all our skeletons, like an X-ray. Have we taken the high spirited road, we would wish to see us in the most prettiest of colors and shades with white doves sitting on our hands.

    Our glands need to purify, but our water is contaminated. Have we forgotten that water brought life in the first place? What we leave in the water will eventually come back to us. And yet, we still suck on plastic straws to enjoy our sunny day. Perhaps with the entering of Uranus in Taurus, we could finally start feeling the primal need to reconnect with our Earth and senses. Our Earth is Taurerian, our Age is Aquarian, it does not matter, because all that it matters is simply to realize our bodies are not eternal, but the marks left behind our actions are. Should we look more at the animals to learn perseverance? Or dignity in the eyes of death? They don’t take more from the Earth than they need. We are adaptable to change and since we create the change, the Earth and other kingdoms seems to adapt to it, we should feel great responsibility towards our actions. Or we maybe stupid and wanna die suffocating in our own shit gas bomb. As the french biologist Jean-Baptise Lamarck states in many of his wonderful studies “The form follows the function.”, which means “ What nature does in the course of long periods we do every day when we suddenly change the environment in which some species of living plant is situated.”.

    Nature is adaptive and creative. Regardless that the Australian bush-fires taking millions of animal and plant lives as sacrifice in short glimpse, nature will regenerate. This fires starting with the Amazonian forest extinction, are the very silver mirror of the plutonium truth of governmental and human negligence. Have we listened to the elders and supported their claims. Instead we want to cultivate soy and feed cows for hamburgers, while the Earth’s lungs cry for regeneration. We humans have always had the enormous pride to feel greater than other kingdoms of life and to do as we please, regardless of the consequences. We birth ourselves also without any real consideration or precaution of the possible consequences. Perhaps most of the children are anyways born out of “mistake”? Perhaps “falling in love” is something we have made up, which masks animal way of acting and thinking. All good, until our actions are not based on solid compassion, care and ethical motives. Often our motives are of pure egoistic origin. Just as the Bible speaks of the origin of Abraham and his first child. It took a magic spell, so that Abraham changes his and Sarah’s name, in order to achieve a child. Capricorn speaks of this miracle of the childbirth through initiation. Is this child born from love and care or was it just simple egoistic need to procreate, to achieve something? They say “love is blind”, but why then everyone around is trying to look like a barbie doll? Why Asian girls want European eyes and Arab girls want nose correction and European girls want liposuction and so on?

    True love sees no color, no face, no money, no grace. True love is that light from the heart, which sees only light vibration and attracts the one that vibrates on the same wavelength. That is why “love should be blind”. Love has its mysterious ways as a healing river. Love becomes the glue of two people who regardless of economical or social status, should meet at given space and time. Love has its mission and the Stars are the missioners. Only the Stars know the secrets of love.

    Have we forgotten to touch each other, to embrace more, to speak with depth and tenderness? Some ages ago was normal to hear family quarrel, children crying and feelings expressed. Are we all hiding behind the mask of “I feel well”, while being afraid to express our true emotions? Because we cannot cope with them, we have found false religions, false medicine and false motives to keep us busy from connecting with this emotions. Today all divorces, quarrels, separations become well planned schemes or social media tragedies. Toxic relationships and depressions from isolation are creating addictions and separations. Oh, how do I value a letter, where I can find your fingerprints, see how the ink is waving arcs of thought, swirls of joys or crystallizing salt marks of your deepest sadness. An never-ending dream of simplest exposure of the inner realms, for which ones builds walls, creates negatives to protect. The Lunar Eclipse is the howling Wolfmother, which breastfeeds all the children of the sour Earth. Are you ready for this eclipsing mirror?

    I feel fragile and from every wound oozing ink of memories. Like scars on dying octopus, trying to find safe sand dune to pretend in hope of protection. But hope is hopeless word. Only wish, desire and well planned hideaway are the things that matter now. I still love the smell of freshly printed book. It is the story of a tree, which once aimed for the skies to become open wings in special reading ceremonies, became sacrificial plate for the hand to lay her dreams in ink. Our emoji lifestyles are atrophy to the words. Our ways of communication have become fast paced. Not bad, if one comes from automotive space of heart. If ones intentions are pure. And I don’t mind fast, but if it is like unhealthy fast food, then better eat just rice. Better have abstinence, so the purge is not poisonous vomit but rainbow puke cream.

    We already don’t need to think or write in messenger, we have machines or waves reading our minds, sending impulses of information, just as the smartphones already do and our thoughts instantly translated into the desired language. Soon we won’t have to move, all the needed information will be wireless transferred as signals to all receiving antennas and our food, groceries and other amenities will be delivered with the virtual push of invisible buttons. The memory of cables, buttons, door knobs and key holes will be virtual sign of your brain electro function keychai, something which only 20 years ago sounded as fantastique story, although it was already depicted in the sci-fi genre. How dangerous is this if we are not able to control our thoughts and some not well wishing power takes control of how to translate our minds? It seems that we are ready to give all our power, because it creates comfort, because we have created the World in a way that has taken all our privileges as Earth born children, to decide how we want to live our lives. If we would have the chance to start all over again as civilization, would we make our lives to fit in match box housings and work behind desks?

    This transformation is in the process. The grain, seed which is planted through the awaiting Chinese Rat year, will reap its metallic form at the alchemical “Great Mutation cycle”, which is marked by the conjunction of Jupiter with Saturn. They will conjoin few times in 2020 and finally with Jupiter entering Aquarius followed later by Saturn. This “Great conjunction” begun in 1842 in the Earth signs of Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn. The new cycle in Air signs marks the end of an Era with the beginning of new intelligence crystallization Era. I see transformation in our consciousness in relation to the brain. I see revolution of small business through internet and the falling of classical way of trades. I see digitization in our way of experiencing countries, meaning that unions will create new countries in the digital realm, independent from governments. The Guru meeting the Father Time have spoken of the Earth possibilities. Perhaps the next level we shall see our thoughts and social interaction to bring upon something like material invisible structures, which become more powerful than we have ever dreamed. Empowered by new tribes of people, who want to be independent from taxes and political identities and make their own laws. And I don’t mean that humanity will move to live in Mars. Obviously hostile and not suiting environment for human to live and breed on. I see the Age of the cyborg… the electric sheep dream awaking through the new social rat cycle.

    And how will the expression of art change? Our desires, meaning and hope shall remain the same? Peace, love, food and self assertion are not utopia. Life has dual nature and this meanings have been translated into the either upraising new age or nationalistic way of thinking. Obviously we are not in the Golden Age, but we have ever more time than ever for a dreaming. And what is this dream made of? Unity or separation? Long life existence with great medical care, while we demolish the nature? Or technology serving our humane needs, while embodying ethical perspective. We have became too lazy to care for the process. We want fast, positive changes, without the lessons. Maybe suicide capsules will be big trend if we continue this way. I personally would not mind. It should be a privilege, accompanied by virtual funeral ceremonies. We want to be individuals, who have their own freedom of choice to feel good. Feeling good is the priority and it can be bought and delivered by drones. This Uranus in Taurus seem to question all our desires and nature relations from food, body and health, to our values and needs to express. Uranus will come out of its retrograding position also on this January 10th. Right after the Pluto-Saturn meeting. During the next seven years we should foresee how this fast pace life transforms our lifestyle and Earth’s weather conditions. Here above the fluffy clouds, the skies are blue and the air crystal clear. Only few kilometers of air surrounds gently like blue veil our Earth. And yet, our highest peak has recently seen a massive amount of human bodies, over 25 000 trash bags and endless tourist lines waiting to take selfies on the peak.

    The Earth’s processions of equinoxes and seasons will continue moving and changing. Thanks to the tilt of the Earth’s 23°, we experience four seasons, but this season will also experience changes, just like all old texts speak of big floods and freezing temperatures. Perhaps the fires are already the signal of demolishing Earth echoing scream from our dreams. Are we ready to sleep with gas-masks? If we would only consider how thick is the atmosphere… while we bring our weekly trash…

    The Earth cycles are to remind us, how powerfully strong She is and how short our life in the glimpse of the Star’s eye is. How we will embrace this cycles is up to us. The ancients had offerings, daily rituals and seasonal pilgrimages to Gaia. Have we forgotten how to honor the feminine instincts inside all of us? A walk from Ganges to the heart of Himalayas was once taking months. The idea for making such a visit in the first place, was of course to honor the “womb”, “the heart” of our Gaia. Slowly moving inside her, surrounded by a labyrinth of mountains and swirling roads, this was life changing road-trip, that turned probably anyone to holy being, by simply exposing us with this magical grandiose powerful image of her little children protected inside her womb- the Himalayas as the gateway. I don’t want to believe what sci fi films project us, abandoned Earth, humanity living on other terrestrial bodies and great Apocalyptic floods. I want to believe in the hero as Avatar living in every each of us.

    Today, only some cultures have preserved this connection with our Great Mother. What we have learned and what we still have to learn is clear. Every single person is responsible for their green imprint. What we have not learned, we shall repeat if he have the chance to fuck up again. If we don’t adapt fast through interchange for the betterment of the conditions in which we expose our children and Earth, we will have most likely mutation of some kind, which would undergo painful existential chapter. We are in this together. As Lamarck points out:

    It is not the organs—that is, the character and form of the animal’s body parts—that have given rise to its habits and particular structures. It is the habits and manner of life and the conditions in which its ancestors lived that have in the course of time fashioned its bodily form, its organs and qualities.”.

    Obviously we already struggle with all kinds of mental, sexual and physical mutations, which are recreating our human organs. I write in plural, because we are all interconnected and our success is determined by the of understanding of this. No society can progress without affecting others. If the western civilization progresses, by being biodegradable, recycling and eating soy- acting consciously, they still continue using other countries to produce their needs and dump their garbage into. In the end one culture can end up being very advanced, but this is the only question of time, before the disastrous end of another culture will affect it. No Brexit can protect the Brits in their land.

    All waters connect us and so were the Piscean age lessons. There were two fishes, one going deep down and one going up the stream. Only when both align and the light embraces the dark, we can progress. Piscean age was the time for us to unite, to integrate as one is all and all is one. Instead, we defined ourselves by color, by sex, by religion. We divided poor to rich and created borders. European Union might have been someones master plan, or symbol of unity, but we still treat East European members non equally. We still bomb Middle East and destroy homes, in act of care for them, so that then we can exploit them. How is this in a long term making anyone feeling peaceful? Are we ready to meet the Aquarian age? And how Definitely we need to think and connect in urgency to what are the priorities here and I don’t mean another church to build, pride fest to celebrate or soy industry to be established. We need to act fast in our simple daily workings and how we treat animals, stones and plants. It is a shame that there are 25 more zoos build in China, while taking photos with tortured tigers and elephants becomes another Instagram trend. Precious stones are great remedy, only for those who know about their chemistry, have geological education, have daily energy practice and understand that there is no energy that stones produce, which we cannot accumulate through certain practices. But also if abused stones can transmit dangerous destructive waves. They are the “old ones” after all. What do we know?

    Understanding the principles of nature, while living in simple humble form of existence, is the true magical practice given to us by nature. There is no need of any external “magical potion” to fix us, because if we are aligned with our inner elements and the Earth’s body, we can emit light and guide us through the dark. Of course education and media are important factors, but there is certainly overflow of information. I believe that human interaction and practice, curiosity and humble approach in everything should eventually bring a person on the right terms with the natural laws. Embracing our shadow has been one of the major self-conscious realizations. The Pluto movement through Capricorn has been digging out all our buried skeletons. Depending on house position and natal sign it gives us clues which area of life is transformed. The Underground Lord has been carrying all the forces connected to structure and creation of systems in discussion with the Father Time- Saturn.

    This is by no means easy talk. Both slow moving planets in cardinal Capricorn are about to meet after their retrograde retreats next winter. ( I wrote this year ago). Saturn has questions on liability, integration, functionality, grounding and structures of order. He is seeking authority, knowledge and mastery in all matters connected to the Terra. As feminine energy transmitted through the mythical Sea-goat, the wisdom of our ancestors encapsulated through ancient structures and seeds have to be revised. Saturn in Capricorn has enjoyed the time digging out what is not working properly, pushing us towards serious integration of our ability to get more organized, work harder in the perspective of our needs and create structures in our material and social realm. Persistent work, should bring us either heavy learning times, to those who were mainly living hedonistic lives, or rewarding results, to those who were not afraid of hard labor, regulated expression of needs and sharing the knowledge through joy and compassionate coexistence with others. Capricorn builds for the future, cares for the ancestors, the parents and is limiting on resources, but abundant on achievements to those who are not afraid to face their melancholy and repair missing, damaged parts in their behavior. Cardinal signs point to action and make changes. Revisiting the past with Pluto and his big heart, we are to foresee what is missing in our lives.

    The three decans of Capricorn depicted in Il Palazzo Schifanoia a Ferrara, Italy

    While building cyborgs, we will have more time than ever to embrace this needs of self expression. The dragon head Ketu is pointing towards the Cancer knot. The shadow of our needs to succeed materially are hidden inside, like a shy child which wants to feel secure, to enjoy and be nourished. Inside the Crab womb shell is encapsulated the supportive and
    protective power of our feminine instincts. This primordial instincts are fed through emotional support and care of what’s making us feel good. The balance of emotion and material restructuring is playing a major role in this following year and a half. The cancerian water will flood and reject this, which does not serve our best interest. In this case many material structures might go reconstruction of value or simple destruction. While the slow big Planetary Gods are purging our ghost and bone spirit closets, the Lunar Nodes are recycling old emotions and desires. All the blockages of urges for success, to have more than needed, to manipulate in order to achieve, to calculate instead of love, all this will point into the balance of family work, meaningful cooperation, care for one another, work with awareness of the consequences and planning for the betterment of our own family and through it for the society at large. This feminine Lunar Node axes are crowned with Saros Cycle eclipses, which seem to have begun in the 16th Century. These eclipses are points through which the eternal Snake rides. She brings our humanity into new parallels of global consciousness and realigns us with the Galactic Center. Capricorn is the ruler of the traditional 10th house of profession, while Cancer is the traditional 4th house. Our home, mother and foundation. We live on the step of technical reinvention of our bodies as fully functional cyborgs.

    Blade Runner 2049

    The Blade Runner times are here. The first Cyborg Science Museum is opening already in Seoul, while 3D houses have been printed, without need of human touch and painted by programmed drones. How we gonna use this inventions and what change of our work moral and need of nourishment will be configured, are questions of divination and unity (material and internal matter). As the summer and winter solstices are moments of change, these cardinal points are also old doorways. Each person has the power to decide his participation through will in balancing his visionary act. You can either honor the Snake or ride it. Either way, watch out for your head. I know this last years, has been like magnanimous pressure cooker period. And especially the last half 2019 year, has brought us so much tension. This period has been so hard on many, which I think it could be experienced best, if we could share our feelings and remain open. Because in the end, no matter how stupid the political decisions can be, we are the people and have the power of own will. Yes we do. The ancients did it with rituals of hunger, feast, fast, pray, eating, music and dance. Now we think we are “modern” society, but many of us have been disconnected to the roots and our tribes. No wonder the wave of nationalism is expressed so strongly. It is the natural cancerian need of protection, but when done in manner of fear and rejection, we fail to stabilize our ground (Rahu). The Lunar Nodes are connected with this invisible dark line, so we cannot achieve one, without holding firmly to the other.

    What we really require more than anything today is to reconnect with our roots. Our own family and society ones, clearing old traumas, our child dreams, connecting more with the neighborhood, collective interaction, expressed through the butterfly wing effect. Healing with sound our nations and last but most importantly our Earth. Music as invisible form of healing can fix vibrations. Let us create our own sound… you don’t need to be a musician to be able to create.

    The Planets will forever interact with us through their synchronous symphonies. Let us hear their cosmic sounds. May we heal. Life is sacred. Respect for the great Mother. I am thankful for anyone who read all this… is my message, spread your wings.

    Ancient Solfeggio frequencies

    Resources for Action:
    freetheocean.com
    paragidmofpower.com
    indigenousrising.org
    gabrielinotribe.org
    ecosia.org
    thehungersite.com
    optoutprescreen.com

  • Stay evergreen

    Our last for the year Cream Bar Circle gathering, was festive of cookies, sweet cacao celebration, with bubbly feelings in the air. Everyone was little tired from the year, but eager to mix few fast home made beauty recipes. The team for the event was green. We wanted to make easy recipes from freshly squeezed aloe vera and add some scrubs and cleansers for seasonal purification. 

    The dark hours in the winter time are suitable for deep salty warming baths and anything that keeps the spirit evergreen. Aloe vera is a perfect moisturizer, perhaps not suiting for winter face cream in the cold weather, but anything cleansing and hydrating is made with the soothing aloe magic.

    I also had some extra French green clay, which we decided to experiment with. I used the French green clay for the making of face mask with French lavender and was instantly in love with this deep cleansing green mixture.

     

    French Green Clay?

    French Green Clay is also known as Green Montmorillonite Clay. It is a soft, mineral-rich clay that is found in and named after Montmorillon, a commune located in western France. French Green Clay was first mined in France (hence its name), but now has been found, and mined, in other clay deposits in the Western US, China, and elsewhere in Europe. French Green Clay is sometimes also called Sea Clay.

    It’s rich in minerals including iron, magnesium, selenium, silicon, phosphorus, calcium, manganese, and copper. French Green Clay is a strong drawing agent; it is excellent at absorbing oil and removing impurities from the skin, and it holds nearly its weight in water. This clay rejuvenates the skin while it exfoliates and helps remove oil, dirt and debris. It promotes glowing skin that looks smoother, softer and healthier.

    French Green Clay is rich in important minerals and is a highly absorbent clay that can be used in facials, body wraps, soaps, deodorizing body/foot powders. French Green Clay can also be used in the formulation of hair pastes and other hair care products that help to naturally cleanse the hair and scalp. As a highly absorbent clay, it is not recommended for use in skin care products intended for frequent use by those with dry or sensitive skin/hair.

    French green clay has been reported to:

    • Absorb oil/remove impurities
    • Smooth skin
    • Deliver nourishing minerals to skin
    • Increase circulation
    • Tighten pores
    • Calm skin inflammation
    My clay mask supporting test bunny

    Green Days

    In the making of body scrub recipe with French Green Clay we decided to use Dead Sea salt. Denitsa had to crush the salt with the molter until finer. For me, the Dead Sea salt has extreme warming active effect and is not particularly suiting for my sensitive skin. This effect is less dramatic, when the scrub is applied with bath glove or sponge under shower and massaged gently. I would still recommend to use finer salts, such as pink or Icelandic flakes salt.

    We also swapped the Camellia Oil with Jojoba Oil. I would recommend if exchanged, the oil should be with about 85% fatty acid oil composition. The matcha tea added wonderful texture greenness to the mix and made perfect sense as it has wonderful skin properties on its own. Matcha is an excellent ingredient for the skin as well. Matcha is anti bacterial and contains incredibly high levels of epigallocatechin gallate (EGCG), which is helpful in reducing inflammation and to even skin tone. The antioxidants are also known for reducing acne and increasing skin elasticity.

    • Matcha is rich in chlorophyll which is a natural detoxifier and helps to remove toxins from your skin and body.
    • Matcha contains high levels of catechins, which are a potent antioxidant and help to fight the processes that cause free radicals and prevent poor health.
    • Matcha helps to absorb and prevent excess oil and sebum on your skin, which can help to reduce the appearance of acne and blackheads.
    • Matcha naturally produces energising properties, which helps to stimulate skin cells and blood flow to help reduce the effects of ageing.
    • Matcha contains more antioxidants than dark chocolate, spinach and fruits like acai combined.
    • Matcha contains a number of important nutrients, including iron, protein, potassium, calcium and vitamin C.
    • Matcha contains L-Theanine, an amino acid that supports relaxed and smooth skin.
    • Matcha contains anti-inflammatory properties to help reduce the appearance of skin conditions and support radiant skin.
    Feeling like a mermaid

    Green Tea & Salt Body Scrub

    This recipe uses Palmarosa and Peppermint essential oils. We decided to go for the same Essential Oil combination, which gave extra refreshing note to the aroma. Both oils are known for their headache pain relieving properties.

    Makes one 8-ounce (240 ml) jar.

    Ingredients:
    3/4 cup (210 grams) small grain sea salt
    3 ounces (90 ml) camellia oil
    1 tablespoon (15 grams) French green clay
    1 tablespoon (15 grams) matcha green tea powder
    1/4 teaspoon (1.25 ml) palmarosa essential oil
    1/8 teaspoon (0.65 ml) peppermint essential oil

    Directions:
    Combine dry ingredients in mixing bowl and stir well. Break up any lumps in the salt or powders. Blend camellia oil with essential oils in a small container, then add to dry ingredients. The texture of the scrub can be adjusted by adding all, or only a portion of the liquid phase to the dry. Mix ingredients well and transfer to jar (or use immediately).

    I store my jar tightly closed in the bathroom. There are no ingredients that can mold easily, unless much of water is added, while used. The scrub leaves my skin deeply purified and has wonderful calming and toning effect. My fair skin, does not like salt scrubs very much, so I massage it gently and avoid all the sensitive skin areas of my body.

    Home made and yummy

    French Green Clay Deodorant

    Lavender Bergamot Deodorant Recipe
    © Rebecca Dawn Dillon

    It is interesting that, French green clay obtains its light green color from naturally occurring iron oxide and decomposed plant material – the same life cycle that the earth uses to regenerate herself. In turn, its soft texture and elemental composition lends itself well to a variety of skin care preparations.

    Ingredients:
    6 oz. arrowroot powder
    3 oz. magnesium hydroxide
    1 oz. French green clay
    2 oz. cocoa butter
    2 oz. baobab oil
    0.5 oz. 100% neem oil
    0.5 oz. refined shea butter
    1/2 teaspoon beeswax pastilles
    0.1 oz. lavender essential oil
    0.05 oz. bergamot essential oil

    Instructions:
    To make my lavender bergamot deodorant recipe with French green clay, begin by weighing out the cocoa butter and shea butter into a large glass Pyrex measuring cup or glass bowl. (It’s important to note that refined shea butter has a higher melting point than unrefined shea butter. Therefore substitutions may cause variations in the recipe.)

    Next, measure out a level teaspoon of the beeswax pastilles and add it to your container. Melt these ingredients on a double boiler. Once melted, weigh out the baobab oil and neem oil. Stir these oils into the melted butters and wax. (If needed, you can gently heat the deodorant mixture again then mix well to combine.) I used substituted the oils with infused oils, which I have made some months ago. I used chamomile coconut oil and rice bran rose petal oils. It is possible to replace the baobab and neem oil, with any carrier oil, preferably with dryer kind of oils such as hemp or jojoba oil. But the nice effect of neem oil is in its antibacterial properties.

    While the lavender bergamot deodorant mixture is still hot, weigh out and stir in the arrowroot powder, French green clay and magnesium hydroxide. Mix well to combine. I did not have magnesium in powder form, so I used magnesium oil instead. If this is the case, it is advisable to see the consistency of the mixture and add little extra arrowroot powder. I do not recommend to use the oil, but to find if possible the magnesium hydroxide powder.

    Then follow with the essential oils, weighing out the amounts first, then stir them into the deodorant mixture until thoroughly incorporated. Finally, pour your lavender bergamot deodorant into your desired containers of choice. My mixture turned little softer, but the result is perfect. I can do my yoga class and still be fresh whole day after. I store my deodorant in small travel jar and have bigger jar in my bathroom shelf. Avoid using with wet fingers, apply small dose under each armpit and wash hands after. Unless you find biodegradable paperboard jars or design your own eco-friendly package.

    Perfect protection, feels gentle and you will never want to use normal store deodorant again

    French Green Clay Mask

    Recipe by Bubmblebee Apothecary

    Ingredients:
    6 tbsp aloe vera gel
    6 tbsp French green clay
    6 tbsp white kaolin clay
    1 tsp lavender flowers
    1 tsp powdered St. John’s Wort
    12 drops lavender essential oil
    12 drops natural preservative (optional; use if you’re going to store mask at room temperature for more than a day or so)

    Instructions:
    Measure clays and aloe vera and mix together thoroughly. Add powdered herbs, essential oil, and preservative, if using. Mix well. Use immediately, or store in glass jar with lid for later use. I prefer storing mine in the refrigerator, so it lasts longer and it has less chance of developing germs.

    I find this French green clay mask, to have deep cleansing after effect on my skin. It leaves the skin circulation deeply restored, rosy and fresh. It is little too drying for my skin complexion, so I don’t apply it more than once a month.

    The best way to use is by covering thick layer over the face and neck area, avoiding the eyes. After about 15 minutes I wash it off by gently massaging the lavender bugs with the help of little warm water. It is good to apply rich face cream afterwords.

    Green Clay face mask, available upon request by Onca

    Are you fresh and clean and living in a forest dream? The symbolism of the Christmas tree is about youthfulness. To remain forever young, no matter how dark it gets around. The fountain of youth was depicted in many ancient cultures in the form of a fountain of course, but also a tree and also pine cone. Why pine cone? Firstly it comes from the evergreen trees, it carries the sacred golden ratio geometry and it has deep meanings in esoteric teachings. This teachings are connected to the cosmic theology and the human body. The pineal gland is the ultimate awakened lotus, which when once opened “inside us” brings enlightening awareness, which in its turn creates symbolic “eternal sunshine”. We are then living our full potential as cosmic beings.

    “We all have a ‘pineal gland’ located near the ‘centre’ of our brains. Pine cone shaped (hence its name), the pineal gland was once considered a ‘vestigial remnant’ of a larger organ – the Third Eye. The pineal gland is the only midline brain structure that is unpaired (azygous), tucked in a groove where the two halves of the thalamus join. Sitting thus precisely between the two hemispheres (behind the ‘third’ ventricle) it personifies the abstracts occult concept that we find our centre by balancing duality. Rene Descartes believed that the pineal gland to be the ‘principal seat of the soul’ and viewed it as the Third Eye. Descartes attached significance to the gland because he believed it to be the only section of the brain to exist as a single part rather than one-half of a pair.”
    ~Richard Cassaro

    Well, after you try this home made remedies, your skin, body and mind, would never think of ready commercial cosmetic shopping. There is pleasure, curiosity and realization in the process of creating your own hygiene compounds. Once taken this path brings to you to minimization of toxicity in life. More over it awakes new living needs and habits, which eventually lead to greener life. The life that we all, who are concerned of our green footprint want to participate in.

    This changes are slow, but easy to make and the ingredients, which I use are not difficult to find. I feel pampered and grateful to the people who wrote this recipes. It will take some time to contribute with my own creative recipes, but for now I enjoy sharing our experience, from trial and error. I also feel that last year was important new chapter in my life with the beginning of my own ONCA Ritual Offerings. Please like, share and enjoy.

    Resources:
    https://zengreentea.com.au/matcha-helps-skin/
    https://www.naturalbeautyworkshop.com/my_weblog/2018/11/green-tea-palmarosa-salt-scrub.html
    https://www.nutritionalaesthetics.com/secrets-of-french-green-clay/
    https://www.naturalbeautyworkshop.com/my_weblog/2007/12/french-green-cl.html
    https://books.google.bg/books?id=g_WADwAAQBAJ&pg=PT2&lpg=PT2&dq=history+use+of+clays+in+beauty&source=bl&ots=9Lym-BbIhV&sig=ACfU3U1xKXzV6zBTYg6RE79pSLzOTiPEkw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwis9ciYm-rmAhVI_CoKHUF7BowQ6AEwE3oECAoQAQ#v=onepage&q=history%20use%20of%20clays%20in%20beauty&f=false

     

  • tERRA dIVINA

    Sitting here on the board of a plane flying through the clouds towards north. Finally I have the time to write the things I have been meaning to write months ago. I was in a swirl of momentum, when events lifted me up and threw me like a giant wave on new shores. It has been over a year now, since I have been studying seriously astrology. Learning in depth the Hellenistic interpretations of planetary characters, their effects on our world and us and the methods to acquire predictive information. This studies has given me so much more food of thought and completely had occupied my mind and bookshelf, just like yoga did in my twenties. Since early age, the stars, the soil and the animals have given me the curiosity, which combined all together nourishes better understanding of my life, our humanity and what the hell are we all fighting about. Survival? I like to believe it’s just a dance of coincidental bubbles in a dream.

    Earlier at airport coffee spot, I was observing the passing crowds of passengers. In my eyes the moment slowed, stretching like motion from the Koyaanisqatsi film. I remember seeing this film as child in my wheelchair. My mom had just brought me from hernia operation, organizing surprise party, with much films and popcorn. We watched many art films and this one had a great impact on my little blond head. The vast movement of our World captured through long monotonic sequences was what I was seeing now. I would gaze at each passing face and their wandering airport spirit, just like the film was prolongation of eternal time. What is time? Where were they coming or going? For me those ports were like portals of different dimensions. Back when flying was privilege, the airport spaces had this bubbly feeling of transition.

    Rainbows made of Tears, paper collage, 2016 Eliza Karmasalo

    I loved this feeling, of being passenger. All directions were possible sparkling doors of the unknown. This last years, I feel we experience globally this momentum, perhaps in little less joyful manner as we were suppose to. This slow dragging us into internal thoughts of global concerns in the therms of Jupiter passing through Sagittarius. His arrow pointing towards futuristic dimensions, teaching us of all that is out-worldly, Godly, in service of higher aspiration mind. Through the heart of the poet each extension became lyrical explosion. Emotions froze through my body standing at the airport, creating snowflakes of ancient memories. Like I would eat snow and taste all the information that it has gathered through the falling skies. My inner clock went couple hundred years back and I saw medieval dirty streets, local, thick handmade wool, leather shoes carrying burdensome loads. As a little girl, I knew that came to this World, with broad knowledge and past memories, which were erased slowly through the growth process and the new information nailed into my head in school. No, I refused to learn and was rather ac/dc child, who did wonder most of the time into pink flooded state of mind. I thought dreaming was much for fun, than learning someone else’s theories.

    Today we walk like we own the day. We leisure, we explore, we have become romantic and more comfortable than ever before the medieval times. In those days only true wild hearts would take that risk to travel on camel’s back or long train distance to meet strange tribes on the other side of their river bank. Now, we fly, while someone sell us lottery tickets and sweet perfumes in cellophane wraps and how many are even enjoying this spectacular event… when our bodies rise high on the wings of metal bird. It is truly amazing that we can reach in hours any desired destiny. And yet, we still don’t understand physically, how can a bee carry mass with the size of her own. This fast paced life, leaves us often without the momentum enjoyed. But in a way, our momentum of singular life span is so short through the eye of a Star. Have we been born yet, are we alive?

    Self made bee water station. Place glass balls with water in a bowl in your garden.

    The Planets and Stars create their swirls, eternal dancing sequences without the need of our attention. Since our existence on Earth, we have gazed upon the dark skies in search for meaning, describing the shimmering figures in the skies. Organic perfection, creation of light reflected sacred geometrical drawings. What do these symbols mean for our short lived little knowledge. Even if we knew mathematics, are we able to decode their songs? Perhaps we should just let us dance under their stellar synchronous, guided by mystery faith. We continue searching for self knowledge and inspiration, learning more about what is on the outside. We have seen less below the oceans, but we already have landed on Mars. We explore deep space, but perhaps, what really matters resides on our Earth. Many cultures have documented this cycles and their effects upon the Earth. The Planets were “omens from the Gods”, which they took into consideration.

    Marine creature in the ocean bottom of Mexico by Uriel Soberanes, Unsplash

    The Spheres dancing through the Zodiac signs, were vibrating in different rhythms the symphony of the cosmic mind. The traditions of food growing have long followed these indicators in order to build sustainable agriculture. Knowing how dependable our survival is on food growing, they payed close attention to the Lunar and other cycles. Today we so deliberately try to avoid this connection of Cosmos and food by massive chemically treated processes, wrong type of gardening and industries which provide food to be badly packaged and flown from one pole to the other. Uranus in Taurus, which is in the sign of fertility and agriculture, will strike us back for what we have done with the Earth’s resources.Clearly the World unified this last years with vastly growing ecological and climate protests.

    Once gardening was high minded craft of precision, honoring the Terre by growing strictly selected types of plants, planted as form of art, cared for as singular children and freshly delivered for local consumption. These were the gardens of France for example, where people can still buy strawberries named after each region. This gardening crafts are now only part of some peasant villages, shrinking fast with the growth of modern cities. We have almost lost all our regional identifications of food crops. Once we had areas with family traditions to grow one type of vegetable for centuries. The soil was precious and taken into consideration. More clay and carbon in the soil, produced great wines and these wines remained with family traditions for centuries. With the industrialization and distribution of food, now we have full markets with food that is dead, chemically treated, transported via air often ending in the dumpster. How we treat our soil, how we grow food, how we distribute it, this question will be large topic on our humanity plate for the coming Uranus in the Bull sign years.

    No one owns the soil, which is for all of us and yet mining companies are digging diamonds for small super rich families. Oil companies are sucking Earth’s oils to make profit for the few percent, which soon will be ready to fly out and inhabit other planets, literally leaving us with disaster, which if it does not turn into flooding as suspected, then we really have to figure how to sustain life in here. Simply extracting the oils from the Earth’s core is proven to create deficit conditions and change her behavior. Surely we can take the position of “who cares”, because the Pole’s shift is happening anyways, so why would I stop buying imported, eat amazonian grown soy and slaughter cows? Everyone should make his own decisions. Honestly, some people have no regular food intake a day and this whole blog would sound like intellectual balloon to them. But for those who have more than they need and still cannot make up their mind, well at least we can consider locally grown, seasonal, non plastic and non colored food. And that’s hard habit to adopt already.

    My feeling is that the city will have to expand into small colonies, which apply farming as communal living structure. Permaculture is not a new thing, but it is a fantastic trend now to live in symbiosis with the Earth. The whole idea of city living has brought destruction, alienation and disease. With the G5 and so much media, air and other pollution, we must be crazy not to return back to the land or the cave, we emerged from. What are the implications of living in high buildings instead of underground? Today it seems that we are living in very special times, when major celestial events seem to occur. Let’s start from the grandiose time spiral laps of the Vedic cycles and their calculation of the ages. Currently we are trespassing the Kali Yuga age. The Age of darkness and technological innovation. We are about to transmute from Piscean light energy into Aquarian current. This will test our sense of wholeness. Did we dissolve and became one? No. The Aquarian age most likely begun already by the discovery of the first computer. And with the enormous usage of platforms such as Facebook and Twitter, we can clearly describe the Aquarian age to be flowing around us as metaphysical plasma, connecting social groups of interest.

    We have entered a new way of communication. The Water Bearer carries the knowledge in amphora and pouring static plasma current, which ignites our free waving antennas. This ignition is metaphor of emotions translated through language, image or simple vibration of color, thought and sound in search for our higher truth. This is precisely what has been occurring with the internet. We have now the possibility to connect distant places, people who we never met before and share our emotions and thoughts in search of higher truth. At least some people are, while the other simply remain in the realm of their lower self and prefer to only expose their achievements on material level and copy ideas. So what kind of information are we ready to receive? Obviously if we are not selective, we become polluted transmitter of all information out there.

    If our perceptions are dirty, we might receive distorted waves such as fake news and adopt pages such as Wikipedia for true Encyclopedia. Or simply embody the monkey mind watching other monkey selfies and copying the same emotion, which is not coming from our own Soul source. For some people yoga practice and for others simple, sober reasoning, have helped them clarify, how polluted our life on Earth has become. While the antennas of many others are receiving much of the garbage load flowing around space, those who are sensitive to the current state of things, know that this is the most important time of transitioning. Has anyone viewed the satellites being sent to our orbit?

    Sitting here with all these people flying in big metal bird, I do feel one with them, simply because we all are on the same flying apparatus. I open my imaginary wings and embrace the rays. But many don’t, because they fear, out of insecurities or other reasons. They are not ready to enter this new
    Uranus chapter. I am gazing with curiosity towards every living thing and knowing that matter is only an expression of energy. We are so little connected to our true emotions. They can be raw, not always joyful, but they are true. Just as the pig scream, when taking away for slaughter. You have seen that short documentary footage of slaughter house and how one pig goes to help his friend, who is about to be slaughtered? If not, you should. It is the year of the pig and I tried to eat as little as possible meat. Still not perfect, but when we grew pigs I saw how attached to humans they were. So every Christmas after the one, where I had to help making sausages of our dead friend, I decided not to eat pig. Not that plants don’t have feelings, but because I had feelings and knew the soul of our dead friend. Next time you want to eat pig flesh, why don’t you at least have the honor to slaughter it yourself. Here is one local pig-farm, which offers at least the dignity to see the face of your meat. (Most of this was written in the beginning of 2019. End of Part I)

  • Setting my program on “not famous and still alive”

    My tribe recently lost young female in ayahuasca ceremony. The Peruvian shaman must have been fake… I tried to explain to her family over the phone, what dmt is and that not all shamans are careless dopers…. but it was too late.

    Education, experience, sometimes not enough to understand… well not all people are ready to open their eyes for the world… everything goes fast. What do we even know about medicin and shamans? Or yoga? Listen to your inner voice… my dear friend said.

    We just want that it works and hope it does less damage. Once we see “the other side”, we think we got powers, and yet we stuck in the same reality mud. “No one can get out of here alive…”. At the same time the society we are living in likes those who are fake and praises the death on opiates, but even when it seems to be tribal, or family oriented, it is more of a gazliting kind of a tribe, rather than serving from the source of truth. Perhaps by praising the ones dramatically death, we ignite long lost connection with the spirit… which tells us, how far we exist from the center of our true self. Perhaps the beauty is in the vulnerable act of letting life happen to you, rather than push it and be strong and alone somewhere plugin your motor in service of solitude. Hard mix.

    Our current issues are devaluation of the health and simple care of the whole of our humanity. As long as we separate body from mind, family from the whole, we will not be able to combine our resources and treat this disease of dissecting the human as we should. All matters of why we ended being at this situation are intertwined. It is time to discuss all this matters and not pretend how cool is to post about dead famous people, without digging into the misery they most likely felt while dying. There is no glamour in being famous and dead… The irony here has repeated since the times of Van Gogh, his sliced ear creates the classical image of suffering genius, whose souls was locked in mental box and yet expressed by the most tender of colors. We can observe the fresh tree blooms, translucent light impregnating sound of innocence he painted, and yet we cannot heal the artist from the isolation. This the juxtaposition of suffering child sight, through which the nature innocence was eternally preserved from decay.

    Did he had to suffer in order to be great artist? In a way yes and no. Unfortunately the common death in your vomit was almost a symbolism of the most cherished “Club 27” rock-stars. Rock-star hitting the rock bottom kinda goes hand in hand for the symbolism of some true rock’n’roll. This of course changed with the way music sold its soul not for the devil, but to the dollar bill. And this is socially excepted. Artists can flourish and be famous bling-bling instagarmmers, with or without musical talent. Nowadays, we count what is seen to be the truth of the stardom. In reality, what we don’t see, is much more and highly valued. Because as we know, what we first with the eyes, but we eventually we have to see with the heart. The front is like art deco front yard on Miami beach 1999. All pink, peach and white. While behind the scenes, rats are walking over breaking bad leg. We are alone while we type here on the face of the book and slurp on the medicine to feel better. Facebook is the cocktail enterprise that masturbates us entertainment to sleep. Its goo to be back umph. I want o rejoice before vomit.

    How do we loose ourselves and how to reconnect and find our way back home… to our “sleeping tiger”. To awake our breathing dragon we first need to recognize the trauma, which prevents us to be fully functioning being. Every each of us was born with one or more trauma. Over life time we are suppose to adapt and grow out of this trauma. Trauma is a base of all this negligence of ourselves, addictions, loneliness and isolation. The western capitalistic way of existence deepen this traumas, or if I may call them cracks. If one is able to regenerate and fill up the disconnection-crack with meaning, faith… then we have gold in the crack as the Japanese Kintsugi pottery makers did. Unfortunately most of us, don’t have the time for self discovery or have too much time on their hands, to play victim, to play with medication, alcohol and desperate slow suicide games. Most of us have been trapped years in emotional turmoils, which prevent the spirit to run free in joy. We are bond to material or other desires, from which we slurp happy teas, but if someone removes our joys, our fancy homes, cars or toys, we will be naked children crying out loud.

    There is Chiron child inside all of us, which has been reborn in the sign of Aries, where he currently transits. Chiron is changing signs in different periods of time. All this periods are not systematic in a way, which means that Chiron reside in some signs longer than in others passes through rather fast. The Aries lamb is ready to burst new life from all this old sorrows. Reborn from the internal piscean ocean, now each of us has to incorporate the meaning of self service in the name of our own true believe. No more social, family, racial or other external believes will be valued. Rich, poor, female, male, we all have to develop and stand for the believe we have with a strong sword. It is not sword to kill. It is sword of honor. Our own spine cord to hold. The emotional Pisces dream is now transforming us as individuals. Can we create from a place of vulnerable open wound, while spreading tender emotion, without burning all behind. Can we be emotional, sensual human beings, who help and care one another, without enslaving our own believes, without corrupting our reality with someone else projections? It seems that we are awaking from this dream collectively and girls can get angry and be loved and boy can cry and be loved too.

    Can we also stop being liking and start being real. We cannot like and love all, we cannot be all the time just having pleasure and escape all the pain. Pain makes the colors of the paint, which glow in the dark. If we could channel the pain and channel it creatively, this is what makes our world better place. That is why art is so important and saves lives. Not the career of the artist, not the success an artist achieves. Why? Because we all know how tragically the king of Rock-Elvis and the King of Pop Michel their life met the end. Because they needed that validation from the outside, or they lost connection with themselves, or they were consumed by the system… It is a sad story to pressure artist for an outcome. To stop creating from the heart and to start producing, trying to fulfill someones outside needs. But the things you don’t see on social media, the ritual of artist’s work, the feelings he has… while creating… the emotions and dreams he aspire before an idea arises. This are the moments we have to understand are invisible and shy from the other eyes. We should not control this moments, instead let the creativity brewing through the inner wounds, where magic happens. Magic happens before this point of expression. And no one should see this magic, otherwise he interfere with the quantum physic motion of the atom.

    And that is why psychotropic plants work, because even if we have expectations, even if we try to control, after we consume them, we do not know what will happen. They inspire the unknown, they pull parts within us which were hidden. They heal us. If someone sells bad medicine, if someone pretends to be a healer and kills out of negligence… he will have to pay heavy payment. But let us not prevent the possibility for medical plants to become popularized way of healing addictions and trauma. They have serve the human race since ancient days. We have lost touch with the plant kingdom. We have to reconnect. There are no bad trips, there are people and their conditions. There are true shamans and healers and there are charlatans. I do believe the psychotropic plants are the fastest way to reconnect with our truth. But I don’t want to advertise them. On the contrary, I believe that humble work, discipline, sharing, loving, meditating, nature and care and faith, are the best way to heal an open wounded heart.

  • The Moon rape

    The Moon was a space alien invader… emerging from her cadaver cadet, she was the Scarface who wanted to remind the Earth each time of her rape. Just as the Sun gave us light and photosynthesis, so did creatures survived below the ocean bottoms, where no light or oxygen can survive. Too much light could kill us and so the Moon became the curtains, sunglasses that protect us from getting blind. The Moon reminds, too much of that loving bright light, could bring certain disabilities… like positive thinking and toasted barbies on rodeo ride.

    Whenever awaken in the dark with her mirror reflecting my face through the night, I would stumble on my smoking balcony, hiding behind the white ash rose bush, thinking of incest, open heart surgeries and bitter cocktails. Her loony Scarface was yelling at me “Rape. Rape. Rape”. And I had to wear leather pants and snakeskin boots to feel like Kali going to buy ciggies around the corner kiosk, but ended gulping whiskey in the new bar sidewalk and dancing shirtless in circles like wild tailless pony.

    The Moonlight drive was her song, enjoying night dip in the ocean of deep submissive thoughts. But there was no ocean, or there is no ocean without hidden creatures, without poisonous snakes and hungry babies. Her scar-face was pain and her only friend was the Earth’s body. She would follow her neighbour, like a maniac on deludes, Xanax, barbiturates, opium teas, pointing stained silver revolver, waving fed ex asking for marriage she never had… and was somehow stalking at plan. The Earth had no choice, her body was almost depended on this oceanic orgasmus waving. Maybe she could get rid of her one day and have more time dancing naked alone. Undisturbed, without anyone pulling her rhythmic water plated skirts.

    What would happen if our Scarface committed suicide? There will be no more tides and rapid ecliptic changes. There will be no more Sun-Moon meetings and cross road dances. The human race might not make it and aliens would enjoy the scene, planting new trees? Time, space and matter will change on Earth. She maybe happier in solitude, but what kind of life is there without suicide dreams and dancing naked drunk?

    Little Goodnight Sound by @nuuttikataja
  • Soap for Hunters

    Finnish pine tar mustard

    “Terva” is the Finnish word for tar and is related to the word “terve”, which translates to “healthy” or “hello”. In Finland tar is used for buildings, food products such as ice-cream, liquor, candy and even mustard with pine tar taste. Pine tar was just recently registered in the EU-chemicals list and it is interesting, that they don’t mention the creosote free tar used for cosmetics or foods production. I have eaten on daily bases Finnish pine tar candy called “Terva Lejona”, which translates to “Tar Lion”. Sounds like healthy lion to me.

    First I came across pine tar while living in northern Finland, near the city of Oulu, which once was the main port for tar to reach foreign lands. Almost every Finnish sauna I seen, had soap or shampoo consisting pine tar. The smoky, leathery aroma was everywhere during the summer. It embodies memories from fire and wood, which fuel my soul. It is the kind of nostalgic scent, which fires engines, sails boats, rides horses, skiing on ice rooftops with long white beards.

    Finnish “Lion Tar” liquorice candy

    Fairies running naked through pine tree forests, falling asleep over silver moss. Clearly I miss Finland and the many natural clean aromas from the forest. In a world made of petroleum oil, wood seems like an element of deficiency in my city life. Another eco-friendly product I am not finding in Germany is the “Mäntysuopaa” liquid soap, which was perfect washing detergent for my carpets. I use to dry them on the sunny sea shore for couple of days and afterwords my whole room would have this pure, clean feel. Pine soap is the most commonly used alkaline washing liquid in Finland. The soup was made from pine oil extraction, which is a by-product of the pulp cooking. There is so much forest in Finland per capita, which gives the forest industry still major role. After the decline of paper production in recent years, new technologies have been developed for skin cream, snacks and plastic replacements from wood.

    Finnish pine soap “Mäntysuopa”

    The cream looks and feels like a normal, creamy soft cosmetic should. You wouldn’t think that it’s made from wood. The emulsifier used in the cream, or the component that binds water and oil, is hemicellulose, a by-product of the forest industry. Hemicellulose is a polysaccharide found in plant cell walls; it is a carbohydrate that in trees is responsible for their flexibility. Thanks to hemicellulose, a tree will not snap in strong wind, but will sway and bend with it. Cellulose is the component that makes the wood harder. Yes, Finland has long history with the wood use, and so many interesting products are delivered from a simple wood. So let me now introduce you to the story of the pine tar.

    Pine tar is often made from the waste roots and stumps of pine trees cut down for lumber. The wood is slowly heated in the absence of oxygen in a process called pyrolysis. The heat turns some chemicals in the wood into a dark, sticky liquid tar that oozes out of the wood. The solids that remain are converted into charcoal. The absence of oxygen during this process prevents the charcoal and tar from burning.

    The smoky-smelling pine tar was made in huge quantities in the era of wooden sailing ships. It was used in the packing material (oakum) that sealed the cracks between planks in ships’ hulls. It has been also used in veterinary for medical purposes. Nowadays, the market for pine tar is small but steady. It is used on baseball bats to improve grip and on horses’ hooves as a protective dressing. It is sometimes used as a protective coating on wood buildings, fences, and other outdoor structures. In Finland pine tar is commonly used for boat and sauna wood preservation. The charcoal is used for cooking, in blacksmiths work, or any other purpose that needs a hot, nearly smokeless fire. Tar was made also from birch trees.

    About the most bizarre uses of the pine tar through the World’s history, was a punishment. It was recorded from the 17th century in USA, about public torture called tarring and feathering, which involved naked man covered in hot sticky tar and then rolled in to feathers or something like that.

    Finnish variety of pine tar products: sauna scent, chocolate, shampoo, liquor, essential oil and soap.

    The Finnish Pine Tar Tale

    The tar was already used during the pile construction period around 4000 – 1800 BC. Pliny, a Roman historian who died in 79, wrote that tar water was already used in ancient Egypt to protect roofs and ships, and to embalm the bodies.

    In Europe, tar was produced in the Middle Ages, particularly in the Prussian region. The decline of forests in Europe led to a shift in the direction of northern Europe. In Finland, tar burning came from Europe and Russia. Its exact time of arrival is difficult to estimate, but tar has been produced in our country for centuries. Already in the 16th century it was exported in small quantities abroad.

    Tar was Finland’s first export product in the 15th century. Firstly the sea side forests were mainly used for the tar product export. Later in the 18th century the industry moved towards the east Finnish lands, where the forests were still untouched and big part of the pine tar industry was located in the area of Oulu and Kainuu. The process of making pine tar was long and time consuming. The wood was gathered for about four years. Afterwords in spring time, wood pile was created and burned during the June-July months. The fire was burning for about a week long and the heat was between 170-420°C. From one burning usually 40-45 barrels of tar were produced. One barrel was about 125 liters.

    For the transportation of the tar barrels from the east forests, to the west sea side city of Oulu, were used specially made boats. Those boats would carry about 20 barrels of tar and will take up to 2-3 weeks to reach the sea port.

    For a long time, tar burning in Finland had been mainly household burning. Previously, tar was in the houses by the barrel. There were many uses for it. It was used for almost everything that was required to withstand weather variations and humidity. Tar was used, among other things, as a medicine. in the treatment of rashes and as a wood preservative. Tarred wood ceilings are known as shingle roofs. Wooden boats and oars were also salvaged. Both forms of tar use have survived to the present day. Skis and clothes also got their share of tar. Wooden parts of tools, sledges and carts also got a layer of tar on their surface. Let’s use pitch oil produced from it as an insect repellent.

    The important role of tar in people’s lives is evident in the form of the following old Proverbs:

    “If sauna, liquor or pine tar don’t help,
    the disease is death”.

     

    Pine Tar as a Skin Remedy

    Pine tar soap is old-fashioned way to heal psoriasis, eczema and other skin rashes. In the use for soap making or any other product for skin use, pine tar needs to be without creosote, which acts as carcinogen. Creosote is by-product of burning minerals during the making process. Finding creosote pine tar is not the easiest thing. I had to order mine from Etsy soap re-seller. To sell the soap for skin condition treatments, one has to label it as a drug and not simply cosmetic. So, this kind of pine tar soaps are simply called “natural soaps”.

    Lighting up the tar bed in Finland

    It is still questionable weather pine tar is beneficial for the skin. There has not been done many studies on the subject, but at least in countries like Finland it has been used for decades in cosmetics. In countries like USA, pine tar is treated as not effective drug, so it is prohibited to claim that pine tar cosmetic products have any health benefits. Although “Beard Soap” or “Grandpa Soap” has long history in the country of removing dandruff and treating eczema, even that there are only 5% of pine tar in such products.

    In Russia the tar shampoo industry is huge. Mainly sold for dry seborrhea with recommended use not more than three times a week and only for problematic skin and scalp irritations. You will notice that the hair grows faster, because the tar in the soap increases blood flow to the hair follicles. The tar is told to have antiseptic properties and removes fungus that is thought to cause itching and flaking. Tar acts as re-generator and softens the course of the disease.

    According to the finish pine tar shampoo or soap consumers, pine tar helps to remove skin irritation and soothes the skin. Summarizing information from specialized forums, it can be concluded that the composition of cosmetics contains tar, which helps to fight oily dandruff. Doctors involved in treating the disease say that the beneficial properties of tar can be used not only for treatment but also for disease prevention. Tar soap is also suitable for intimate hygiene. Researchers found that women using tar soap are less susceptible to gynecological diseases. Soap helps with moss. It’s a good idea to use it after or even during the bikini area. It heals micro wounds and skin is less injured.

    Tar soap, for all its merits, has contraindications. It is better not to use it if you are prone to allergies or have kidney problems. In addition, it is not recommended for people with thin, dry skin. Also to be avoided by pregnant women. If you wash regularly with tar soap, rinse it with cool water, then be sure to apply a nourishing cream. Birch tar is produced by distilling birch bark. In the past, tar had a special, respected place. It was used to heal eczema, ulcers, psoriasis, lichen, and was even taken orally. Tar soap was very popular for its simplicity and ease of use.

    Because of the strong odor, the tar soap is often ignored. If you use it at night, there will be no smell in the morning. Using tar soap can help you get rid of many cosmetic imperfections.

     

    Common baby, light the Campfire

    The pine tar soap making process is told by many to be difficult, because the tar is quickly thickening. This was not an issue for me. My first batch was velvet and soft, easy to pour. The process is basically the same as any other soap, except for mixing the sticky tar with the oils in between. My second pine tar soap batch turned out more solid. I used both times this tar soap recipe, which is simple and has no palm oil or lard, which I prefer not to use in my products. Apparently by mixing longer the batter gets thicker. And perhaps depending on the oil substance, the batter thickness may vary.

    The main question when making pine tar soap is of course how much tar to add to the soap. It seems that most soap makers use between 10% to 15% tar. Some makers claim in order to have effect, one needs to use 20%. The soap I made with 10% tar has rich aroma, long lasting softness and I have received positive feedback from everyone who has tested it. If you like to purchase my soap, I have it on sale on my Etsy shop.

    Whatever pine tar you find in the store, make sure that it is labeled as 100% pure pine tar. And I would not use other than creosote free substance for any cosmetics. Although we consume much of carcinogenic barbecue or deep fried foods, that does not mean they are healthy. I believe it is hard to imagine that any pine tar substance would be absolutely free of carcinogenic compounds, I would at least try to find the purest pine tar for any soaps used on my skin.

     

    Pine Tar Soap Recipe

    Liquid & Lye Portion:

    10 oz (283 g) cold distilled water
    3.8 oz (108 g) lye (sodium hydroxide)
    1 teaspoon salt (optional)

    Oil & Pine Tar Portion (30 ounces total):

    18 oz (510 g) olive oil (60%)
    7.5 oz (213 g) coconut oil (25%)
    1.5 oz (43 g) castor oil (5%)
    3 oz (85 g) pine tar (10%)

    Optional Essential Oils for Added Scent:

    0.75 oz (21 g) cedarwood Atlas essential oil
    0.5 oz (15 g) lavender essential oil

     

    Directions to Make

    Step 1.
    Stir the 1 teaspoon of salt into the cold water. This is to help the soap release from the mold easier and is especially helpful if you’re using silicone molds. Once the salt is stirred in, pour in the lye. Make sure you’re wearing proper safety gear of goggles, long sleeves & gloves. This mixture gets hot fast and for a few moments will give off strong fumes that you should avoid breathing in.

    Step 2.
    Set the lye solution aside to cool. I left mine sitting for several hours until it reached room temperature. (In my house, that’s around 75 to 80 degrees F.) Normally, I work with higher temperatures, but pine tar soap needs cooler ones than normal, to help prevent it from setting up too fast.

    Pouring the thick pine tar

    Step 3.
    While the lye is cooling: Prepare your mold and measure the oils in a stainless steel, heat proof plastic, or enamel container. Melt the coconut oil just until it turns liquid and mix with the other oils. Set the oils aside until ready to mix. (They can be around room temperature too.)

    Step 4.
    When you’re ready to make your soap, add the pine tar to the oils and stir until blended.

    Step 5.
    Pour in the lye solution and stir with a heavy duty plastic or silicone spoon or spatula. You’ll notice the soap batter get thicker fairly quickly. It may take around 4 to 5 minutes to thicken, stirring by hand, depending on temperatures used.

    Ready to sleep in silicone mold pine tar batter
     

    Step 6.
    Pour the thickened soap batter into the mold and set aside. You don’t need to cover or insulate this soap.

    Step 7.
    In 48 hours, you can try unmolding. Pine tar soap starts off a little soft but firms up as it cures in the air. If you added salt to the lye water, it should unmold a lot easier for you than if you didn’t.

    Step 8.
    Slice into bars and let cure for at least four to six weeks.

     
     
    Four weeks aged pine tar soap and ready to cut

     

    More Tar Cosmetic Recipes

    Cleansing tar face mask

    This product is only suitable for greasy or mixed skin complexion. It actively removes harmful substances and impurities through the pores, removes also excess fat and treats acne.

    Grate 0.5 tbsp of 1 tar soap and mix it with a nourishing cream. Apply a thick layer to the entire face, bypassing the eye area. After 15 minutes wash with plenty of cool water.

    Tar and honey face mask

    It has most effective anti-inflammatory processes, alleviates irritation and redness, and cures a variety of rashes. 1 tsp Tar is mixed with 2 tsp of melted honey. Apply tin layer on the skin. After 15 minutes rinse with cool running water.

    Olive oil tar mask

    Because the product contains olive oil, this mask is double perfect for dry skin irritations and rashes.

    Heat 3 tbsp of Honey in a water bath, then mix it with 1 tsp Olive Oil and 1 tsp Birch Tar. Apply a dense coat to all areas of the face. After 15 minutes, wash the mask with warm water and use a nourishing cream after.

    The pine tar aroma filled my tiny city kitchen and I enjoyed the woody campfire feel in the air.

    Tar Cosmetic Recipes:
    https://paahtaja.vuodatus.net/lue/2009/11/tervasaippua
    https://www.thespruce.com/pine-tar-soap-recipe-516687
    http://www.kimberlymcnutt.com/Making-Pine-Tar-Soap.html
    https://fi.cosmedicnorge.com/degot-na-lico.htm

    How to make your own birch tar (in Finnish):
    https://fi.rybinsk.info/2357-21-unusual-way-to-use-birch-tar-in-the-garden.html

    Tar Products:
    http://OncaRitualOfferings.etsy.com
    https://beauty-fi.htgetrid.com/shampun/degtyarnyj/
    https://www.saunahiisi.com/tuote/ikikelpo-saunavoide-mantyterva-ja-hunaja-125-ml/
    https://www.etsy.com/listing/741754997/night-vision-pine-tar-skull-soap?ref=shop_home_active_3
    https://www.sokos.fi/fi/sokos/frantsila-19g-lemminkaisen-aidin-terva-pihka-salva
    https://www.yourvismawebsite.com/hellapoliisi-verkkokauppa/shop/product/rento-loylytuoksu-400-ml-terva?tm=etusivu&sm=
    https://www.osmia.fi/tuotteet/shampoot
    https://www.tokmanni.fi/vm-puuterva-6419726972005

    Resources:
    http://blog.drsquatch.com/pine-tar-soap-benefits/
    https://greatist.com/health/tar-soap-for-psoriasis#types-of-tar-products
    http://www.kainuunterva.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=14&Itemid=40
    https://thenerdyfarmwife.com/pine-tar-soap-recipe/
    https://classicbells.com/soap/pineTarSoap.html
    https://luontomaisemaymparisto.wordpress.com/tag/terva/
    https://www.thesprucecrafts.com/pine-tar-soap-recipe-516687
    https://www.flickr.com/photos/appalachianheritagesoaps/5948213390/in/photostream/lightbox/

  • Aligning with the Moon cycle

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     Moon-dialing

    In past people were attuned with the lunar cycles using systems and clocks such as the long case Grandfather Clock to plan their events according to the Moon. Moon Dial was first used in the 18th century and it had to do with planning planting, traveling and sweeping the house. I don’t think we  can be certain from where originates the oldest Lunar calendar, but for sure ancient civilizations have been using the Moon phases for their calculations and predictions. It seems that the first Lunar calendars were Sun-Moon combined Lunisolar calendars used by the Sumerians, Slavic and Persian cultures. The modern ones are still used by the Chinese, Vietnamese, Indian and Hebrew people.

    Moon Synchrony


    The Moon aligns about every 27 days (29.5 days in synodic cycle) to the same Moon sign you were born with, but it will never be the same. The Moon moves about 13° every day and according to the Tithis Lunar calendar, a lunar month consists of 30 tithis, whose start time and duration vary. Every day is also related to one of the Arabic letters used by many for navigation and magic. The Lunar Mansions have been used in astrology since centuries and define the positioning of the Moon as it circles the Earth.

    “The Arabic word for the Mansions is “manzil”منازل meaning “house” and these positions were conceptualized as places where the Moon rested for the night. The Chinese name for the 
    Mansions 二十八宿 (Èr shí bā xiù) ​better illustrates this with the word xiù (宿) 
    meaning something more like a place one finds lodging for the night, almost like 
    a motel room you would stay in on your way to some other location.”

    It takes about one week and six hours between each cycle. There is also Lunar Zodiac, which was traditionally considered to be even more important than the Solar one, because of the closer location of the Moon to the Earth. Knowing how strong is the connection of the Moon with our Earth’s events and our bodily waters, one should take their natal Moon sign into consideration. Calculating in which position was your Moon during her cycle around the Earth can give great insights of the emotional sphere of our psyche. If our emotions control our behavior, then it is worth looking in depth to our Moon sign position and its significations. The Moon in  represents the belly, the mother’s womb and our nurturing nature, she is the connection between our gut and emotions. The Moon is ruler of the Cancer sign and is responsible for our lymphatic system. Strangely on not so strangely enough the lymphatic system is the one that cleanses the body from cancerous cells. And one of the methods to cleanse is with water. There are different associations of which Chakra the Moon rules and I am not expert on Vedic astrology, but I feel that the Ajna, which is our Third Eye Chakra ruled by the Sun and the Moon is the one to consider. 

    I have to add here that recently the Nodal Axes of the Moon shifted their positions for the following 18 Months into the Cancer-Capricorn axes. This event is the beginning of a new Lunar Nodes cycle. I am not going to talk about the Moon Nodes today, but is important to mention what are this Axes Scales balancing between: home versus career, sensitivity and utility, compassion and competence. This are the topics, which will collectively influence us until June 4th, 2020.

    Cancer ~ June 22nd  to July 22nd 
    Opposing Sign: Capricorn
    Planet: Moon ~ is a ‘reactive’ planet, subject to sub-conscious predispositions, feelings about ‘self’ and conditioned responses.  It influences an urge to feel inner support as well as domestic and emotional security.
    Element: Water ~ Water signs symbolize the cooling,
    healing principle of sensitivity, having empathy with others.
    Gender: Female
    Quality:  Cardinal
    Cell Salt: Calcium fluoride
    Herbs: Tarragon and verbena
    Tarot Card: The Chariot

    The Moon faces: 



    FULL FACE- The day before the full face is auspicious. Sun-Moon polarity.
    HALF WAXING MOON- More light. Power up.
    HALF WANING MOON- Take a look at yourself.
    DARK MOON FACE- After sunset become clear about new beginnings.

    1st QUARTER- Picking up, martial energy. Acceleration.
    2nd QUARTER- Heightened emotional reactions. Maintaining the course.
    3rd QUARTER- Distributing the energy. Still auspicious.
    4th QUARTER- Finishing up before relaxation.

    The Chinese believed that the main brain that controls us is in the belly. They called it the root of the tree of life inside us. Also modern medicine has finally surprisingly discovered the about “90 percent of the fibers in the primary visceral nerve, the vagus, carry information from the gut to the brain and not the other way around“. In the following chapters I will discuss the Moon positions through the astrological signs and introduce topics which are connected to this Lunar phases. They can be either negative or positive, depending on the activity desired. I will not dive deep into the Lunar degrees or variety of astrological calendars. My aim is to connect this mysterious cycle with other natural cycles, calculations, calendars, health, organs and physical elements. The beneficial purpose of the Lunar observations in alignment with our daily doings, body and environment is in the creation of personalized Moon calendar and diary. Only through this lunar story, one would be able in long run to touch his deepest fears, traumas, desires and successfully navigate his habits for mindful living.

    Mithra-Sol in a chariot drawn by 4 horses (quadriga) – circle of zodiac by petrus.agricola

    Moon honoring

    Today is the 6th of January and special New Moon and partial Solar eclipse shadow, which makes this event connected with the New Moon energy. This New Moon falls on 15° Capricorn and the star Vega, which happens to be one of my personal stars and I feel this is auspicious time for this topic to be written by the hand of grounding solar Capricorn. I plant my word seeds on this emerging New Moon, wishing them to sprout into swirling ferns of lunar affection.

    “The Ebertins bring out the artistic side saying “In a good cosmic configuration, Vega is supposed to give artistic talents especially for music and acting, but also a liking for good living. With eccentric artists, this may lead to a debauched life. Vega is said to pave the way to riches and fame. In connection with the Moon…a tendency for occult and mysticism may be given.”

    According to the Julian calendar and countries ruled by the Orthodox church, the 6th of January is celebrated as the “old Christmas“. I was baptized in Orthodox Cyprus, so I was always aware that on the 6th of January many cultures would have their Christmas festives. The 6th of January is also known as Epiphany Day. I learned that on the 25th of December saints were born, but Christ was born later in February. He was after all the Piscean man? “The truth is that no one really knows the actual date of Christ’s birth. Apparently the event was never intended to be included in the writings of the Bible. In fact, there is no record that Christ or His apostles celebrated birthdays.“. Kind of makes sense. In old days the tribes inhabiting the lands of Bulgaria had worshiped Iranian God Mithra, which some believe that to be another Sun God named Tangra. Mithra was born on the 25th of December, which brings us again to Christmas. “In his tract against heresies called Panarion, Epiphanius (AD c. 315–403), a Christian bishop on the island of Cyprus, affirms that Christ was born on 6 January.” Why all this Christmas born Gods and all this different dates to celebrate is another blog story about the Sun, the Solstice and Saturn, but in the beginning of January astronomically the Earth is closest to the Sun and we celebrate the Sun’s birth. This has nothing to do with seasons, but the fact that our planet has elliptical orbit. Most of the celestial bodies have elliptic orbit.

    Zodiak Wheel, Beth Alpha synagogue Israel

    And because the Sun-God has been ruling our calendars and traditions for long, I felt that the Moon-Mother is missing her honoring as she is even closer to us. Synchronicity on the 2nd of January 2019, China made history by landing on the Dark Side of the Moon. Could this mark the first close look the humanity made into our subconsciousness? At last we are ready to face the shadow of our human civilization. Appropriate time to finally publish this story. I would like to discuss in depth the relation between the Moon and us humans and to leave the 2019 Moon plan in the hands of ready generated Apps and calendars, which can be found in the info section in the end of last chapter. I have mentioned in my previous blog about our Piscean origins. We are belonging to the oceans from which we have emerged to build our homes on land. All humans are related through the waters. Ultimately the waters inside and outside us are effecting our behavior and life. And the grandmother Moon is this capellmeister who orchestrates all the tides and births on our Earth. Giving birth to ourselves, to our new selves, our future selves, cast through intentions flowing flower gondolas down the universal Ganges streams.

    “Traditionally, the Moontime is the sacred time of woman when she is honored as a Mother of the Creative Force. During this time she is allowed to release the old energy her body has carried and prepare for reconnection to the Earth Mother’s fertility that she will carry in the next Moon or month. Our Ancestors understood the importance of allowing each woman to have her Sacred Space during this time of reconnection, because women were the carriers of abundance and fertility…”

    “As Grandmother Moon is the weaver of tides ( the water or blood of our Earth Mother) so a woman’s cycles follow the rhythm of that weaving. When women live together in a common space, their bodies begin to regulate their menses and all will eventually have their Moontime concurrently. This natural rhythm is one of the bonds of Sisterhood.”

    “Women honor their sacred path when they acknowledge the intuitive knowing inherent in their receptive nature. In trusting the cycles of their bodies and allowing the feelings to emerge within them, women have been Seers and Oracles for their tribes for centuries.”
    ~Jamie Sams from Sacred Path Cards: The Discovery of Self Through Native Teachings

    My mother entering the mountain lake

    Blood cycles

    When our living existence is in harmony with the Moon cycle, we can notice that our menstruation periods also align with the Full and New Moons. But often our busy life distracts this natural occurring cycle. One disturbance can be the use of contraceptives, which I personally had unpleasant experience with and felt they made me become different person. They had major effect on my physical and mental condition. Eventually I decided to rather suffer the cramps and PMS outbursts while looking for alternatives, than to deal with synthetic compounds, which are not personally designed for my hormonal needs. Later in life I discovered about yoni eggs, yoni steams and taking herbal mixtures or other supplements such as Vitamines and soothing foods. I wish this was taught in schools and Lunaception or other hormonal healing methods could have aligned my system from early age with the Moon cycles. I do believe that in a way through this “crazy” PMS feelings, women are freed from their maybe suppressed emotions, but I would strongly recommend all bleeding and suffering PMS females to read about “how to regulate your cycles“. We purge through bleeding and emotions, which teaches us pain endurance. Pain is inevitable, suffering optional. Suppressing this natural experiences with synthetic chemicals is not the key. But helping to understand our bodies and cycles, while using holistic methods makes much more sense to me. My mom use to say that red wine is like blood and even encouraged me from early age to have a glass of wine when bleeding. I would naturally seek for sweets and foods high on iron to help my body during blood loss. Isn’t it wonderful how we naturally seek what we need as nutrient?

    I don’t write this only as yogini, who has been for long aligned with this lunar flow, but also from a common knowledge place, which has dissolved through the modern medicine and technological revolution. The first step of course to syncing with the Moon is healthy habits and observation. So lets start from the diary. Starting dream diary and adding Moon diary next to it makes perfect sense. 




    Moon attuned


    I am sure that most yogis reading this would agree that their body need different fuels for vitality. Eating over produced foods coated with artificial color for a taste is out of question. We shall consider only the major nutrient groups of fat, carbs, proteins, fiber and sodium. These elements are felt differently during waning or waxing Moon and through the different Zodiacal signs. The body seems to naturally adjust with the Moon cycle by giving us hints of what we need. But if we want to make sure, here is general grouping of the elements (for healthy people).
    Fire Signs: Proteins, Earth Signs: Salts, Air Signs: Fats, Water Signs: Carbs.

    New Moons are the point where new cycle begins, then we are more receptive and planning our intentions. During this empty New Moons we are more tired and in need of liquids, because the body water levels are low. We are emptying. When the full Moon fills up our body vessels with water we feel more active and might encounter nervous dispositions. This is the time to manifest our intentions and take a nice flower bath, to throw a party. During this about 29 day cycle, the Moon travels through the Lunar Mansions remaining in each Lunar Mansion for 2-3 days. As the Zodiacal signs carry different energies, they can be easily separated in yin – feminine – passive and yang – masculine – active. Their characteristics are also divided between the different elements of Earth, Water, Fire and Air. The distribution of this energies has impact on our dietary and nutritional needs. The signs are also divided into Fixed, Cardinal and Mutable, which is used for planning surgeries and cosmetic procedures.

    Each Zodiacal sign corresponds with an organ and part of our body. Every group Fire, Air, Water and Earth signs holds different vitality factors. Starting from Fire signs being most vital and Earth signs less vital and more grounded. Dispositions through excess for example of fire “agni” in the body should be considered and as Ayurveda teaches us on what supplements to take and which foods to avoid are of great help for harmonizing our body through the hot and cold seasons.

    These “three humors and diseases” Vata, Pita and Kapha, are the foundation of Ayurveda’s healing principles. Medical astrology dates back till 4000 BC and it has much to say on our house chart positions and of course the Moon cycle position through the Zodiacal signs. To track this phases and be always on Lunar time, there are programs that calculate the current Moon position like the Lunarium web site does for free. There are also payed Apps such as  iLunaand or Dara and also the standard printed calendars to hang on the wall. I personally buy in Germany the one from Helga Föger. Adding the Moon phases to your Google Calendar for example helps to keep observation on the Moon’s magical workings in our daily existence. Starting with some kind of calendar and perhaps diary is necessary in order to understand through the process of observing and keeping notes on how does the Moon effect our being.

    My Rhythm

    In 2018 I had the pleasure to cross path with this inspiring tender butterfly Clara Dorothee. She was at that time expecting mother and invited me to visit her family outside of Berlin in small town. I took the train carrying my heavy refractor telescope, hoping to talk to her and use the darker skies to observe the space with her. Our talks were sweet and bonding, like we drank from same dwell of inspiration. The hours passed dancing words and laughs and I realized I had to head back home. Her sweet youthful sparkle ignited a project which I had great pleasure to create with. Clara is a life-coach and regardless of her young age, she has the wisdom of double Cancer Sun-Moon and the adventurous flaming’ spirit that inspired me making the collage work for her Moon-practice booklet “My Rhythm”. This work is available online on her site in Patreon. Using the Moon Phases with ritual suggestions, can open new perspectives to anyone who is new to this practices. The diary site of the booklet allows us to contribute with own thoughts and visual expressions. For me the Moon is the guide of my underworld and my dreams, emerging during the darkest hours. I like inking this images from the shadows in my Dream Book. Writing down our dreams creates beautiful story of our subconscious life. Because with every 2,5 day Moon Sign movement, a new page of our life story book opens.

    After we have connected with our Moon calendar and have started to keep track on the Moon phases, is easy to tap into the inherited wisdom of the Universal Mother. Using this wisdom of all the women ancestors and connecting with the womanhood circle will give you great support. Weather you are female, male or child, the Moon wisdom is for everyone. It is a fact that the male body is build of more water than the female, makes me think that males are even strongly effected by the Lunar phases. I personally believe that because we women are so strongly connected to the Moon via our menstruation waters, that males could benefit even more than us from this tracking of the Moon phases and using Food Rhythm or other system to align with the phases. I believe that because of the nurturing nature of the Moon energy, the male community could connect with their vulnerable side, which was dissolved through the masculine-solar empowered “Christian born” times we lived in. We all know the phrase “boys don’t cry”, which has effected our humanity in very negative way. Yes, crying is like menstruation purging and it is one way to connect with the spirit. I am glad to see more man taking active part in raising their children and being open about their fears and desires. I believe the Moon has already effected their male bellies releasing magical night butterflies, while strengthening the bridge between the sexes. If loves goes through the stomach, then we know what is missing… good enriching food and care. I believe that #metoo will be distant memory in the future, after the healing and empowering with lunar love-understanding of our masculine-yang-side.

    Moon in the Signs

    It is known since centuries that during Scorpio or Cancer Moon phase, no body operations are recommended, or at least not major ones. The reason for that has to do with the Moon tides and of course the nature of the signs. While the Moon transits the fixed signs of Leo, Scorpio, Aquarius and Taurus, would be the best time for surgery, because of the steady energy. But I personally think that Scorpio rules poisons and it is water sign, which isn’t suitable for all operations, unless they are somehow metaphysical (perhaps healing through hypnoses). I would assume that all Lunar Sign position modalities are good, they are simply different. There are different sources for this classification, but the old Hellenistic system on body part rulers has been widely used for deciding upon surgeries and such:

    Aries rules the head, including face, brain, and eyes. Cell Salt is is potassium phosphate.
    Taurus rules the throat, including neck, vocal chords, and thyroid gland. Cell salt is sulfate of sodium, a mineral that controls the amount of water in the system.
    Gemini rules the lungs, including the shoulders, arms, hands, and nervous system. Cell Salt is potassium chloride, which builds fibrin in the blood, organs, and tissues of the body.
    Cancer rules the breasts. Cell salt is calcium fluoride, which unites with albumen and oil in the body’s system to keep elastic and connective tissues healthy.
    Leo rules the heart, and upper back. Cell salt is magnesium phosphate, which keeps the motor nerves in top functioning order and is also necessary to the formation of the skeletal structure.
    Virgo rules digestion, intestines, and spleen. Cell salt is potassium sulfate, which regulates oil in the body, carries oxygen to cells, and is essential to muscle contraction.
    Libra rules the kidneys, lumbar region, and buttocks. Cell salt is sodium phosphate, which equalizes the balance of acids and alkalies in the body and rids the body of waste material.
    Scorpio rules the sex organs and bowels. Cell salt is calcium sulfate, which is the prime ingredient in the repair of tissues and resistance to infectious diseases. The nose, mouth, throat, esophagus, reproductive organs, and intestinal pathways need this mineral for healthy functioning. A deficiency opens the way to colds and sinus infections that hang on forever, skin eruptions which do not heal, and infertility.
    Sagittarius rules the thighs, hips, and sciatic nerve. Cell salt is silica, which strengthens the nervous system, keeps the connective brain tissue healthy, and prevents numbness in fingers, legs and feet.
    Capricorn rules skin, teeth, and bones including the skeletal system. Cell salt is calcium phosphate, which is the most important element in bone formation.
    Aquarius rules the ankles and circulatory system. Cell salt is sodium chloride – common table salt.
    Pisces rules the feet including toes, lymphatic system, and adipose tissue. Cell salt is ferrum phosphate, which is iron.

    “Touch not with iron that part of the body ruled by the sign the Moon is transiting”
    – Hippocrates

    Through unnatural procedures like surgical opening of the body, we expose it to air. The surgical knife is also made of iron or some type of metal. This means that best is to ask advise of professional astrologer to define our chart and the current Moon positioning, or if we have already some observations and knowledge on this, to look into the Farmer’s Moon calendar to plan our medical treatment. For example any dental procedures done during Capricorn Moon, because Capricorn rules the teeth are not recommended. Aries rules the head, so anything during Aries Moon transit involving head manipulations, should be avoided. The different Moon phases also effect our conception and menstruation and this short but clear blog gives great tips on this topics.

    The Earth signs seems to be generally recommended as auspicious Moon Phases for surgeries, because of their grounding energy. Air signs seems to be best for procedures involving modern technology. The healing waters expressed through the Water Moons should be best for anything involving healing and alternative medical practices. If you want the operation to be performed quickly, the Fire signs are perfect for that. Of course each sign separately has their own quality and bodily part ruling, which should be taken into account. Best would be, to consider if possible to have surgery when the Moon is moving through a sign, that is distal (furthest) away from the body part involved. Choosing a surgeon with Scorpio Moon would make sense, while a doctor with North Node or major planets in Virgo is also favored, since Virgo rules the 6th house of health and hygiene. Capricorn doctor is also a good bet.

    The Werewolf waxing and diet

    I personally use the Moon calendar mainly for food nutrition syncing and also to water and feed my plants. I have observed that my house plant life has improved ever since I nurture them accordingly to the Moon cycle. Regarding massage, nail and hair care, I have noticed as well that those Capricorn days corresponding with skin, hair and teeth and bones are perfect for that. The Full Moon also makes hair grow fast and thick. When the Moon is passing through a fertile signs of Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces, repair, recovery and growth is promoted. The dry signs of Aries, Leo and Sagittarius are the best for permanent removals like waxing or laser (leaving little fertile energy to support regrowth). To check when are the best days for hair growth, check this Farmer’s almanac for example.

    As we know plant pruning, feeding and cutting has to do with the Moon cycle. Just as the plants, we could benefit from structural regime with favorable times for gaining or removing. There also days when we need to rest and be still. These days have much to do with the waning and waxing positioning of the Moon. When waxing, we are prone to gaining weight. This is the phase to add things. When the Moon is waning- to loose weight. The waning phase is best for removing things. I will not complicate this system by adding here that each weekly day is has own Planetary ruler. This has also effect on us, but it would be for another blog to come. The fasting days are usually done for one day and could do everyone good. Drinking only water on this day or green tea, is beneficial for the whole digestive system. There are many ways to fast. For example the Hindus have it on Full on New Moons. This type of fasting has no scientific backing on how successful the results are, so I would suggest to listen to your body and decide what fits your own daily program.

    The old Orthodox calendar has always had marked days for fasting. There are two types of fast recognized: Ascetic Fast and a Eucharistic Fast. Some days only sweets are expelled, others prohibit meat or animal products and third are only for water consuming. In general stimulating dishes are prohibited during the whole fast. The idea of fasting has to do with will power and simple natural food intake, such as cracked wheat, rice and water. Apple vinegar or olive oil and lemon juice are great liver cleanse. I am not sure how to connect the Orthodox fasting traditions with the Lunar cycles, but its clear that the Orthodox fasting calendar has many specific dates, which prohibit certain foods. Also Wednesdays and Fridays are fasting days. I believe that this fasting ritual has to be aligned to some cyclic system. Like the Buddhist fast is with the Moon cycle. This topic I would like to further research in the future. In general fasting has to do with clearing the guts from mushrooms and bacteria. Purging from parasites is an old ritual and it is connected with the Moon phases.

    I believe that the winter fast prepares our body for the peak of the winter and helps it to be nourished and well during the darkest hours. And the spring fasting is clearing the toxins and rejuvenating the whole system before the summer season starts. The Chinese are known for their ancient system which corresponds with every organ, every element, every energy canal and certain daily hour. Learning more about this could be great mind opening step for our health care advancement. I dream of future where we have minimized the need to visit doctors. I believe we are self-sufficient beings who can take care only through correct nutrition. As Hippocrates has stated: “Let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food.“. One of my favorite authors on health and self care is by Viktor Vostokov. The white Lama teachings tell about all the synthesizes between the elements, stars and us. It is my almanac for nutrition and care. If you read Russian or are lucky to find him translated, I would recommend his work is eternal and books are short and to the point. Or any book on ancient Tibetan medicine would cover the topics.

    If our children eat according to the season, consume only local fresh foods, cook themselves at least once a day, the world will not only become less polluted, because of eating locally, but definitely dramatically less overweight and more healthier. Our modern professions have much to do with sitting. Our city pollution has hit record of 8 percent and our transporting technology has taken away much from the needed walking mobility. Eating accordingly to the 24 hour bodily clock is something we should take into consideration. For example at 3 am the largest organ, our liver is activated in full work of detoxification. And at 3 pm we usually experience tiredness, need for coffee, sugars or nuts, because our insulin levels drop rapidly at this hour. Everyone knows that small portions are better dissolved by the digestive system. To eat according to this clock would have great impact on our well being. I am not writing this as an expert in the field, but someone who has been studying, researching and trying to adapt it on daily bases. I want to raise awareness while walking this path. Personally I struggle with this clock, because of my full time job and other routines, which cannot always match the current Clock or Moon cycle. But I do believe, that through aligning and being aware, we will achieve better health, will power and happiness.

    The Moon Void

    “Not so long ago, I found an article by Estelle Daniels in the old 1997 Llewellyn’s Moon Sign Book. The article is titled Using the Void-of-Course Moon, and it offers some great ideas and examples. Quoting from this article,

    During a void Moon you should not sign a contract, make plans, close a deal, or start a project. Basically anything which you want to have a concrete real-world result should not be started, signed or sealed. If you do, these things will never get off the ground, never materialize, have to be re-done, or have so many problems and setbacks as to be useless anyhow. 

    On the other hand,

    … if you want to drop a bombshell, and yet have fewer repercussions in the long run, during the void-of-course Moon is the time to do it.”



    – Void of Course

    The Moon Void is something for the astrology practitioners and those who have some talents in mathematics or magical practice. I would not touch the Moon Void subject deeper, because I don’t have the knowledge for it. But this would be another theme to look forward to learn more about and perhaps put into practice. I think that this blog has touched various subjects connected to the Moon Cycle. After all this effects of the Moon on our planet and us and we still use mainly the Solar calendar? That is another big discussion, because obviously what calendars we upon our time and seasons on, they would rule our life. The Moon still will have her consequence, weather or not we are aligned with her. But perhaps this life starts from our homes and habits. If we connect with the Moon calendar through yoga or other breathing practice. If we apply the Moon cycle in our daily dealings, then perhaps the Moon calendar should remain as our private one. Just like the crab’s shell, we hide inside our nourishing homes and protect the most vulnerable and valuable of things through love and care. Please share your personal Lunar experiences on the nutrition and health care topics and I would be glad to respond to any questions arise on this matter.

    Astronomy:
    https://www.timeanddate.com/astronomy/moon/lunar-perigee-apogee.html
    http://curious.astro.cornell.edu/about-us/57-our-solar-system/planets-and-dwarf-planets/orbits/244-why-do-planets-have-elliptical-orbits-beginner
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lunar_month#Synodic_month
    https://cafeastrology.com/void-of-course-moon-times.html


    Astrology and Nutritions:
    http://moonhoroscope.com/lunar-diet-slimming-diet
    moonscope.com
    https://www.findyourfate.com/astrology/diet/astro-diet.htm
    http://www.astrovera.com/articles/36/280-astrology-and-beauty-vitamins-and-astrology.html
    https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2017-04-27/moon-eating-diet-how-to-live-your-life-according-to-lunar-phases
    http://www.mysticmamma.com/new-moon-goddess-gatherings/
    http://ayur-veda.guru/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/MedicalJyotish.pdf
    https://leanpub.com/moonsign/

    Moon Magic and Coaching:
    http://www.estelledaniels.com/Articles/MagickalTimingTools.html
    https://www.patreon.com/clarahahn
    http://www.kristabutler.com/
    http://theastrologydictionary.com/v/void-of-course/
    http://montalk.net/matrix/114/food-for-the-moon

    Chinese Body Clock:
    https://foreverconscious.com/traditional-chinese-organ-body-clock

    Astrology and Chakra system:
    http://houseofdaedalus.blogspot.com/2012/06/astrological-body-part-one-planets-and_25.html
    https://alchemicalbody.wordpress.com/2013/06/01/vedic-astrology-the-chakras/
    https://laurabaratastrologer.com/astrology-chakras/

    Apps and software:
    Dara- nutrition calendar
    LunaSolaria
    QuickPhasePro
    iLuna

    Surgery Dates:
    https://susanlevitt.wordpress.com/2011/06/05/surgery-dates-conception-and-other-lunar-tips/
    https://susanlevitt.com/astrology/surgery-dates/

    Skin and Hair:
    https://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-21990/lunar-hair-care-cutting-your-hair-by-the-moons-phases.html
    https://www.farmersalmanac.com/calendar/best-days/health-beauty/cut-hair-to-increase-growth/

    Fasting:
    https://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/2001/02/Fasting-Chart.aspx
    https://www.yogaindailylife.org/system/en/the-spiritual-background/fasting
    https://www.antiochianladiocese.org/fasting.html
    http://www.abbamoses.com/fasting.html
    http://www.evangelismos.com.au/index.php/our-faith/the-rules-of-fasting
    https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1371438
    http://grandmasusansalmanac.blogspot.com/2009/10/benefit-from-new-moon-fasting.html
    http://www.moonconnection.com/basic-moon-diet.phtml

    Nutrition Lunar calendar:
    http://befoodsavvy.com/2015/09/how-to-add-moon-phases-to-google-calendar/
    http://om-journal.com/nutrition
    https://mooncalendar.astro-seek.com/
    http://starsignstyle.com/werewolf-weight-loss-follow-lunar-diet-full-moon-new-moon/
    https://www.thoughtco.com/purnima-and-amavasya-hindu-fasts-1770182
    https://www.livestrong.com/article/85268-moon-diet/

    Yoni related:
    https://www.soulvibrance.com/
    https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/096708976X/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=096708976X&linkCode=as2&tag=empowesusten-20
    https://empoweredsustenance.com/balance-hormones-with-moon/

    Journal:
    https://themoonismycalendar.com/new-products/new-moon-calendar-journal

    Gardening Moon:
    https://mooncalendar.astro-seek.com/gardening-moon-calendar-farmers-guide
    https://www.gardeningbythemoon.com/
    https://www.lunarium.co.uk/calendar/gardening.jsp

    Planner:
    https://www.thebluebudha.com.au/shop/2019-diary-planner-journal-the-year-for-new-beginnings-violet-purple/

    Lunalome 2019 by Laura Fairchild:
    https://www.amazon.com/2019-LUNALOME-COMBINATION-FEATURING-Hemisphere/dp/1728741106/ref=sr_1_14?ie=UTF8&qid=1546603925&sr=8-14&keywords=stars+of+the+northern+hemisphere

    Cancer Sign and Health:
    http://herbsarenaturesmedicine.blogspot.com/2015/09/the-immunelymphatic-system-ruled-by.html
    https://www.cancerwisdom.net/lymphatic-system-cleanse/
    https://www.ancient-symbols.com/zodiac-symbols/cancer-symbols.html

    Tarot, Mithraism, Cristianity:
    http://guity-novin.blogspot.com/2010/02/history-of-graphic-design-tarot-cards.html
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epiphany_(holiday)
    http://www.eternalcog.org/media/The-Truth-about-Mardi-Gras.pdf

    Lunar calendars:
    http://vedictime.com/en/library/panchanga/tithi
    http://www.astroica.com/vedic-astrology/tithi-calculator.php
    http://helga-foeger.de/
    https://www.lunarium.co.uk/calendar/universal.jsp
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lunar_calendar
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lunisolar_calendar
    https://sservi.nasa.gov/articles/oldest-lunar-calendars/
    http://www.medievalastrologyguide.com/lunar-mansions.html
    https://aptparenting.com/chinese-lunar-calendar-gender-predictor-chart

    * If any of the images used in my blog are your brilliant stars, please drop a line, so I can give a proper credit and link back to your work.

  • 12th House Rays

    Haunted by the shadows

    Living in the “House of self-undoing” is like cage with infinite bars, standing in solitude somewhere in the polar fields of the northern hemisphere. There, were the daily light is eaten by the long dark winter’s night owl, the Sun extends polar light strings reaching for the deepest realms of our hearts. What is the Sun? The everlasting light? But there are places on Earth where the light never shines. There in caves, far below the oceans, far in dark space reside unknown creatures, hidden in the silent void, passing through the darkness generating their own beam navigators. Those who are brave enough to look under the veil of their shadow and search for meanings behind the global curtain, where outwardly entities are lurking thirstily to suck our light. The light ends, where one looses touch with himself, because if you want to see, you have to let yourself loose, be vulnerable and sincere from the fear, or you might die.

    During the Nordic winter solstice, the Sun turns on the magic lamp of fireflies. This lamp is our inner fire. The longer you gaze inside, the more serene your heart feels. Like the Little Prince sitting on the top of distant planet, dreaming upon distant stars. Sharing life with his strange imaginary animal friends. Writing poetry in sand dunes, where only one rose prevails the time. All time dissolves with the sand “But eyes are blind, you have to look with the heart.”. Hours can pass through the hourglass into the wall cracks. In the dark, one cleanses their inner eye and all magical creatures appear from the deep galaxy shadows. Only in this silence, while dancing with the shadows, you can hear your inner voice, from which music you were composed.

    As a young teen laying long hours in bed, immaculate, music, art, films, smoking, creating parallel universes on which edges I walked, sometimes danced in exile. Favorite hang around where the highest peaks that I could climb on. Sometimes naked in the early morning, I would sit on the rooftop edge of my house, looking at the world. Staring at this creation, colorful puzzle, which I desired to solve by zen-eye flair. And I knew that the shapes I recognized, wouldn’t last more than a glimpse, until dissolving into dirt. All things had meaning, but even the most meaningful things did not last. The Universe was a mystery, which was not supposed to be solved.

    Hours could pass unaware of the height. I was not scared of the drugs, I wanted to try more, different mixtures, new sounds, new tastes and rituals. My body was nub cyborg, which felt distant too. Like Alice from that Wonderland, one hand could extend above the oceans and touch distant lands, while my head would spin inside a tree trunk. Was it out of body experience or simple numbness, I was never connected to it like other people were. I felt it was a core, some kind of doll suit and that my hand was not belonging to me. Beneath all that skin and bone were rays of light… complicated chords of golden strings, fueled star engine. Crying was like daily sport training. I absorbed the sad tones of this Universe, like a sensitive sponge from the bottom of the oceans. Salty ocean tears flooded my heart every time I saw injustice, animals tortured,  children beaten, old homeless hand or something deeper… like the global enslavement. Laughing was not hard, but I would sponge into people’s missed opportunities, clogged desires, regrets, shameful sorrows. I considered myself to be the happy clown… little Gnome. Standing on that tree, I could brush my Aladdin lamp to make a wish. Believing that if I wished very hard, it will materialize. I believed in dreams while finding joy in every little flower.
    I knew that trees communicate with one another and that all was living, stones, plastic cups and motor gas. I was here to connect to others in oddness of lost and found in the meadow of ice-cream. Getting lost in forests of feelings and thoughts to make my own discoveries, creating my own Religion of thought. I wanted castles for all my friends with candy cotton gardens. I knew me, but me was in everything. In the way how I perceived others, was me being inside of them looking back at me. I could take long gaze into someone’s eyes and dive into their soul lake. I could melt in different shapes and colors. I was part rainbow once… I think we all were. I was in everlasting search of me, under every mushroom and tree, music note played in quantum momentum. Small grain in the reflection of your stellar eye. 
    I know, its overwhelming. All this information, all this feelings. People born with 12th House Sun need to surround themselves with goodness and care. They need the space to recharge, to mediate, contemplate. And healthy boundaries are very important for folks born with Sun in 12th house. And of course not only this alone, but Neptune in the 12th, Pisces in the 12th and all other gently weird aspects and astral configurations between this neptunium chambers and the hall of the 12th House. The 12th House is the last from the Astrological Houses and could be presented as the place of unification, the holly chambers, the sanctuary escape and hideaway. This is the place where the “I” dissolves and merges into the “We”. I wish English was my native language, but I know that you will understand and forgive me this broken English pen I hold. Language should not be barrier, but unification. Music is the universal soul language.

    Letting the beast out of the cage

    Why the 12th house? Because of course my Sun resides in it and I feel specially privileged to have the Sun to shine in most darkest of places. As Donna Cunningham describes in her blog about this placement: “No matter what it looks like on the outside—even for the 12 notables in the list above—the 12th is more about your inner life than your outer life. Tend to that, and you can count yourself a success, no matter what our status-fixated, results-oriented society thinks. The 12th house path diligently pursued leads to the kinds of accomplishments that don’t fit neatly onto a resume, but they’re no less worthy of pride…

    For my recent astrology class presentation I had to analyze celebrity and present to my class. There were too many people I appreciate and it was hard task to pick one. But from the very beginning I had my mind on people with 12th house Sun or strong Piscean nature. My mother has been strong Pisces rising mom and I find also people with dominating Neptune somehow related. One of them was the legendary Johnny Cash, born on 26th of February in 1932. He has Sun in Pisces and also Mercury, Mars and Ascendant in Pisces. He was the ultimate Pisces man. This stroke me deeply. Why? Because music has been my life fuel and his music was eternal candle for my soul.

    There was one song that I call my heart arrow. It was the song I would refuse to hear in open public. Every time I would listen to this song, it was so personal.. that it made me feel wounded as a deer. This was the song which pierced my soul open child cry. I don’t know is it because it signifies my early life and it became patron of sorrow. During my early teens I had my farewells with few rebels with destructive habits. We shared close relationships, music and rituals. I also grew with great emptiness from my father’s side. He was the absent figure. The man in my life would later always play very important roles. 12th House “of evil” as the Vedic astrology puts it, is also the place of confrontations with father and authority figures. But I grew strong shield around this vulnerable yearning softness. Like a shell I would protect myself from anyone who would try to take me away from my cocoon. I would grow distant and yet when stripped, very close and attached to the souls I meet. The outcasts, the poets and painters, the crazy flowers were the once I would dance naked in my feelings with. This time was tattooed on my bark with burned dark marks, from which leafs of growing understanding swirl. For me the 12th House Sun is a place of growth. Feeling like an old man who has much to learn.

    To learn embracing the pain and being able to give love without regret… this has been the path of walking alone through fire. Destroying and recreating, not aiming for the purely material, but for the things that are invisible. Is it sanity that prevents us from touching the Sun? Is it control that brings us to the shared treasure, but sinks our ships of greed? Are we too blind to see that good can sometimes kill us and bad can be the antidote for our own poison? The good hurt is like someone looking inside me and seeing all shipwrecks of disappointments, loss and betrail. And all I am just this soul in tree roots so deep down, but growing towards the light. Heavy dark black hole… in ring of dancing fire. I burn bright and violently. Sometimes I smoke and dive deep, full of fears. All the worry dissolve me culminating through art making, which like healing mandala ceremony, therapeutic walk through this life alive.
    Mr Cash was all about the “neglected ones”. He gave his life for singing in prisons, raging against the injustice, seeking for redemption through his music. He sang from the deepest heart ocean sides, endlessly he would liberate the souls of the imprisoned. He was a rebel, he was a sinner, forgiver, receiver of pray, he was a preacher and substance abuzive poet, who had sacrificed his family for the stage and the love of music. He searched for understanding in what was neglected and rejected,  looking for someone to see his pain, soul searching for the golden heart. He was not an easy man to love, but simple to understand. 

    The Quest for a Heart of Gold

    The Sun in the last House of water sign of the Pisces experience great loneliness. This is the place in search of that godly sense in all things. Place of solitude and isolation can create intense personality. Johnny was the soul revelation for many. The music he made would stretch from different genres. He was definitely troubled person, the bad boy who was not easy to change. Johnny Cash was known as the “Man in black”, because in contrast to other country singers of his time, he wanted to present the ordinary people, the ones who were poor and oppressed. Wearing black was his contrast to the fancy, glamourous stage presence. He was the real outsider, dangerous, never giving up on his ideals. Perhaps this was his Saturn in Aquarius strongly effecting his Sun. Black is absorbent hue, which sucks the light. He was the black saint, story teller with sad eyes and sincere voice. His Taurean voice was louder than many. It was not about his singing, but his raw honest songs penetrating deep our hearts. There was no escape… “God’s Gonna Cut You Down.”, very Saturnian quote by the way.

    People with 12th House placement tend for jobs in humanitarian areas. They crave for inner piece and seek to work in quiet place, unless other personal planets strongly indicate other. They treasure their privacy and avoid big crowded places. The Sun here is explorer, it rejects to obey one movement, one religion or one style. The Sun here is introverted, introspective and gloomy. Mr Cash’s character can be better categorized as simple man, traveler, who suffered from substance abuse and withdrawal. His MC in Sagittarius speaks for the preachy world traveling persona he embodied. Later on his last wife June’s Saturn will take important placement on his MC, which obviously gave his career and life stable position. He was concerned with the well-being of others and dedicated his life for the music. Music is the highest healing mediums. He was activist who pushed often the boundaries build by society and government. He was on simple mission, to spread understanding towards the dark elements, which are categorized as human psychic shadows. He wanted to dig there where society wanted to expel. His values where of one with the people. He was above polarity and discrimination.

    The master Bed-Bath

    I was thinking what would the 12th House look like if materialized? The neptunium house is like hidden place, a secret garden that has small door to fit only one special key in. It is a playground of dreams, place to sleep. Depending on which sign positioning the house can turn from dark Scorpio chambers with bondage leather chairs, to golden framed walls with peacocks walking between rooms made for Leo’s comforting leisure palace, or Cancer round shaped chambers, build of clay with soft sanded walls, where one can cook and rest filled with sweet nature aromas. This house can become the prison from which one cannot escape. The ultimate introvert sanctuary. Library for the Libra soul, astronomy tower for the Aquarian desires… or some kind of never ending corridors of water for the Piscean body. Place of memories, music and art. This can turn into imprisonment or source of delightful escapism for all.

    This would definitely be our House of Dreams. The boat we sail on, the ship we cast our hopes to the heavens and sadness sinking far away with. This is the vessel we navigate towards the intergalactic abyss of the cosmic ocean. Our body is our bottle of spiritus. This is the place to rest, contemplate, transform… not like the 8th house of Death transformation, but like the one that dissolves us into what we consider our primary Sun-self being is made of. The house is our body, our universe, our planet, our soul. What color is your light again? You are the fractile of your dreams that print in digits the woven carpet of life. 

    I never looked into your eyes again

    We live in desperate land. For some is paradise, for other is endless suffering. What is the purpose of this life? What awaits after death? Trivial and all the related questions are the meaning of this 12th house at large. This is the place where you dive deep into the fish waters, back to the Prima Materia you become one with the mother ocean. There in the dark on the path towards the soulful bottom of this world, we encounter supernatural beast shadows, we ride the wise water snake who crepes us with visions of our secret enemies. Here all shadows are at work, all subconscious personal and interpersonal are calling us to enter to the other side. In order to purify, one has to meet his own shadows, fight his tree-headed beast haunted by old karma like Medusa head. Can you slice it with pride and shine above or freeze of fear. Depressions, delusions, aggressions, too much analyzes – paralyzes, depending on which sign is in the house and what planets are positioned and aspected of course. This is the house of all that is hidden, which could reflect how we did in past lives. This is house of spiritualism, adversary and dreams. Are we alive or already dead?
    Walk into the ancient gallery and pick up your mask. Next will be your the Rising Sign house, which embellishes that mask upon rebirth. This is the place to recreate. When your Sun sign happens to be in same house as the Ascendant, it brings great harmony of character. Aligning nicely the external behavior with your inner self.

    You picked this place for your “ego” to dissolve with the stars and dance with the polar lights. Protect your spirit from negative energies, surround yourself with people who see the blue bird inside. This is a destiny road that isn’t easy to walk, but if you become the light for others by telling your story, by being the support need, inspiring and gently surrendering to the unknown… you can give your occult insides and blessings for the betterment of the global unconsciousness. This could also turn into long dark David Lynch film. The bats are always going to be the mysterious creatures that guide us underground. Vampires for life, they guide us to the underworld. They can drain you or refill you with lust for life. Avoid unhealthy habits, care for your body and connect with your spirit always when feeling far out in the distant space. Here on Earth you still remain. Look for the ground control while dancing.

    Obsidian eyes

    Because the 12th House is one before your rising sign, this is very much like tribute to love, spirit and unknown. Because maybe death is not the end. Before the lights go off, unless this happens in accidental motion, one prepares and carries variety of rituals. These preparations in ancient Egypt were as important as life. The Book of Death, the sarcophagus, bugs placed inside, mummification and the death and burial masks, all these are part of grandiose rituals which ancients gave great importance in their lives. This is the capsule of life being prepared to get out in orbit. Here we put all flowers, love, poems and memories for the future generations to remember and honor, letting them down the Ganges river of astral love, where everything dissolves. You cannot honor life if you separate it from Death. And in the cosmic cycle of all things, this darkness after the day is cherished with sacrifice for love. Love is the glue made of blood. Like heart in the bare hand of Aztec king, here we have to give compassion and share the feast with friends. Here we become the bread of Christ drunken with our blood. If we learn to give before take, our lives in the 12th House will return with gifts… shiny diamonds of eternal light. Because Death is part of Life and we all dance in the circle of its eternity.

    My Venus also resides in here conjucting my natal Sun in the 12th. This is place of secretive, abusive or forbidden tabu dealings with love. 12th House Venus placement is not cheerful one, but wrapped in mystery. These people can become mediums, nurses or courtesans, who can feel others desires or pains. These people can also fall in love with wrong match and prefer to be discrete about their private lives. I can only speak of my own emotions regarding love, abusment and loss. The eternal good hurt shall bleeds out joy or sorrow depending on the level of compassion. My Venus actually combusts in the light of my Sun, spready the love widely. I will never have enough time to embrace all, deserted on far planet and yet so close looking inside the hearts of everyone I’ve known. I have been cruel heart breaker, I have abandoned many secret admires, I have lived many romantic film-like affairs and tasted bitter fruit-juices from my bleeding love tales. I have sliced Eros with my dark sword and knitted long winter shawls from the bleeding heart strings. The love I felt and feel is always sacrificial, always dramatic, always full of burden, like a bird I am in the cage of Love. Perhaps a cage I love to die in. This is my Capricorn ruled home of the 12th and yes, it is very lonely place to reside. From here I can see the endless sea of emptiness. No satisfaction… non-human, not-related to this world. Like Romeo & Juliette passion and tragedy in glimpse of beauty, ready to die for true romance. Just like this 12th House Venus list, love has been the seduction song of mermaid dying under the moonlight alone or together with the sailor who was brave enough to swim to her. Love is like conquest in which there is no winner. It is more of snowflakes melting on your palm, knowing everything will die one day.

    If you ever feel alone, look at the stars, look into the hearts and light up a candle. Helping others is like main priority to 12th House Venus, but of course, first self love and then comes the World. Obviously I hope this Blog might have shined a light for the one who seek. I share here my personal experiences and thoughts of the given moment. To define your Sun sign house position, please use one of the free online birth-chart calculation sources found below.

    Astro stuff: 

    Johnny Cash stuff:

    https://www.roadietuner.com/blog/6-interesting-facts-about-johnny-cash/

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  • Space sailor

    “From one internal condition,
    all conditions must come…”
    – M. P. Hall

    Paper Collage by Eliza Karmasalo
    Paper collage by Eliza Karmasalo

    I have been studying all books by M. P. Hall and feel forever grateful for the knowledge this man shared. His teachings about cosmos, human psyche, ethics and celestial observations are more valuable than any school, church or other institution has provided. I wish to spread his knowledge, which in combination with awareness could bring life changing experience and bettering the conditions for all human existence.

    “Space was an absolute nutrition. Space nourished everything. All thing directly or undirectly is nourished by space. (…) There is Space between all cells. There is space between Planets. But this spaces are not emptyness. They are bridges of fullness binding things together. Space does act as internal agent of binding. Nothing can escape from it.(…)” Just found that CIA has valuable ammount of his written works.

    Colorblind Life, Sailing to the Stars – by: Ismail Atiev

    There are memories from times i sat on rooftops, lonely wild beaches or grandma’s garden, observing the night skies for hours. August, thick warm night airs embracing my sun-kissed skin with silky hands. Whole face merging with the skies, searching for falling stars, exploding meteors elegantly penetrating our fragile atmosphere. Light messages from God. Wishing, dreaming, my heart was copper brass bells choir of feelings. I felt connected and whole with all…and i did not even meditate back then. The skies, like open seas made me realize how tiny we are. Our existence was dust lost in blink of an eye from the cosmic symphony.

    Does open spaces makes us realize we have the freedom to choose to be more open and less conditioned by the man build reality? Is the city the ultimate human web, where one learns to relate, but in order to test his abilities should get lost in the ocean? Is desire really a condition of dependence, or a drive to achieve and create? Are we walking astral maps, that transform while brushing through the paper-sheet road life-stories?

    This celestial teachers have pushed my inner need for self realization. The path is calling us, each one of us has mission to fulfill, i believe. We are living in time when Saturn-the Lord of the Rings is back in his goatly sanctuary and until year 2020, we shall see us working towards the betterment of our social and other institutional structures. Things might fall in order to reform. There are tough karmic lessons to be learnt. The new Uranius cycle in Taurus started today, to teach us about respect of Mother Nature’s natural laws. It will question our values and shake our believes. We shall witness what has been solid and truthful to continue growing and what is illusion to fall apart.

    Collage by Chani

    Pluto- the Lord of the Darkland will conjunct with Saturn in 2020. This cycle of conjunctions and oppositions which this two celestial Lords dance, is a major play to foresee. Every 33-38 years they connect in opposition or conjunction, major events have been documented to occure in World at this points. I can’t express what is my subconscious feeling towards this two celestial bodies. Mainly because i don’t want to provoke any negative emotion. But i have to say here, that my life recently has been driven with the force of their powers (both in Capricorn currently). I have seen dreams that are so clear like yesterday. And those dreams carry symbols that have major impact on society and me personally. I feel destined to be writing this blog and to be living in Berlin. But in sense i also feel tremendous power to be able to be steering my own astral wheel. Using the forces of all planetary configurations can be magical thing if one does vibrate on own butterfly vocation path. Understanding how they have effected your astral composition at birth… is significant for those who are aware of the synodic cycles.

    But do we have the right to speak of our visions and predict the future? It seems to be illegal now in Russia. For me astrology is the mapping of our existence in cyclic timeline. Only through mastering of one own liabilities to steer the wheel accordingly to the occurring astral currents and personal characteristics, one can perfect the highest of art forms… space sailing.:) But i am myself to stubborn to relay on anyone’s predictions. Cleansing the senses and trusting my intuition.

    The question arises, where are we all collectively heading towards? I tend to be believe in good old days and even brighter future… but excuse my realistic goat view of the time we live in. Even child should understand that eating too much processed sugar and playing too many computer games won’t stop us from global catastrophe. I underline global in here, because nature is connected organism… and so are we. And if one organ gets sick, others will be effected as well. Or are we able to abort the parts effected and continue unholy?

    In my visions appear… rocky roads to be climbed, stones to be lifted and new pyramids to be build…. the kind that grow oasis’s inside and share knowledge, grow and trade own food and live with restrain and modest understanding that we have expanded beyond desire… Our wish to conquer all has brought us to self loath and destruction. I wanna say my praise for mother Earth today. She is stronger than we know… she will outlive us. I wanna pray for us… each small cell of structure… our bees and last species of rhinos. I wanna thank the pigs… killed in unholy act to stuff ourselves. I wanna pray for our destiny to reach from inside peace and stability, so we can grow as strong trees and lift up each other. May we prosper and proof ourselves we know even better. I learn every day how to sail.

    “Man is the most insane species. He worships
    an invisible God and slaughters visible Nature,
    without realizing that this Nature he slaughters
    is the invisible God he worships.”
    – Hubert Reeves

    References:

    Selected recorded teachings of M. P. Hall

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laoVS2regoE
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_esk-esvxU8

    Astrologyskyscripts:
    http://www.skyscript.co.uk/texts.html#ca

    Other astrological blog:
    http://chaninicholas.com/2017/12/saturn-capricorn-horoscopes/